Put poems,stories or any type of literature you have done or been working on.

Mar_hinata wrote:

Chilly man wrote: Melancholy

Sadness washing over like a dark fog, clouding my brain.
Eyes tearing, looking sadly, everything brings me such pain.
Why must I feel sad when I was just happy, cheerful and gay?
My life is not bad, others have it worse. It’s a beautiful day.
I have many blessings, good parents, wonderful girl and new friends
My blessings continue to increase. I hope this never ends.
Yes, I know, chemicals rush through my brain bringing despair.
Feelings changing so rapidly. Wondering does anyone really care?
I can’t help my feelings and take medicine for depression.
But thoughts of suicide rush in, it’s like an obsession.
I decide to write about sadness, pain, heartache and death,
when suddenly I spy a picture and words that take away my breath.
How can I be depressed when God has given me such a love?
To me, so worthless, undeserving and bad, He sent a sweet dove.
My heart beats faster, the fog lifts away and clears my mind.
Dear Lord you work miracles, your Love for me is so kind.

you always have me!^^ dont forget

I will never forget. When you are gone though, the loneliness creeps in and envelopes me again. I tell it to go away, that I have the love of God’s greatest creation, that I will be fine when you come back, but the lonliness laughs and sneers at me. “I can envelope you in my fog and take you down, to the depths of your soul. I can destroy you before your love returns. She can’t be here always to protect you. Come, let us go below, I have peace for you. Come into the abyss, just let yourself go and I will control you. I have a way to release you from your pain”. I say “No. I promised. I can’t let her down." I know she will be back, if I can just hold on. If I can just hold on.

its my 8th grade year all over again..excpt i didnt have a love..the only thing that made me not jump..was my friend chris..and im here for you like he was for me

Mar_hinata wrote: its my 8th grade year all over again..excpt i didnt have a love..the only thing that made me not jump..was my friend chris..and im here for you like he was for me

You’re my rock and my anchor love. I thank God for Chris. I owe him.

^^ lol love...Chris would love you..you 2 have much in common!^^ through id never date him!^^ but hes my best freind

a girl that has gone throught everything you think
a person can go through
yet she still just a confused
and lost as ever
shes sad and lonely and all she wants to do is cry
shes alone in her house
cant talk with her dad
her sister doesnt notcie that she upset
no one seems to care that shes skowly going back to the dark side
all her friends just dont seem to notice that shes not there
the few people she trusted have gone
and once again shes all alone im the world

Mar_hinata wrote: a girl that has gone throught everything you think
a person can go through
yet she still just a confused
and lost as ever
shes sad and lonely and all she wants to do is cry
shes alone in her house
cant talk with her dad
her sister doesnt notcie that she upset
no one seems to care that shes skowly going back to the dark side
all her friends just dont seem to notice that shes not there
the few people she trusted have gone
and once again shes all alone im the world

No, she isn’t all alone in the world. The guy that loves her is just too far away to hold her and comfort her and make her troubles disappear. It’s sad though that the people closest to us in our lives don’t seem to see when sadness or lonliness envelopes us. We hesitate to cry out to them because we incorrectly think they don’t care. The truth is they are so wrapped up in their OWN lives that they don’t see what we are going thru. Don’t be silent, with your Dad especially. I’m sure he loves you. You need to sit down with him and tell him, gently, how you feel. I think you’ll be surprised at his loving reaction. Same thing with your sister. And, open up a little more to that special friend you have in the ether of the net. He cares and has seen and heard about everything there is in the world. He loves you and will listen and offer comfort or understanding and will not judge you. His sins are many.

^^ thanks chilly

Is this it? Life lived wrong? Don’t fit in. Off key song.
How to change. It’s so late.
Not a friend. Not a date.
Piss them off. Make them mad.
Just go away. They’ll be glad.
Ask for help? They don’t care.
Call you wuss. It’s not fair.
What to do. Where to go.
Live or die. I don’t know.

I have a few poems that I’d like to submit...some fo them are kinda lo9ng but I hope whomever reads them, likes them...

Razorblade Romance

I wanted you
You didn’t want me
I loved you
You hated me
I tried to open up to you
You shut me away
I tried to get close to you
You told me I couldn’t stay
As time progressed I got over you...but you grew to love me
You love me
I hate you
You tried to tell me your feelings
I shut the door in your face, I don’t care
You now realize what you did to me and know that you deserve this
I want you to leave me alone
You refuse to
I yell at you to leave me alone and my words are like knives in the heart
You’re hurt so badly that you cry, you now completely know how I feel
I’m glad I made you cry
Now you wish to die
You run away and shoot yourself in your already damaged heart
I hear about it, for some reason I cried
You died
I regret everything...deep down I realize I still love you
You’re up in heaven now...you see my pain and you cry, your tears are the rain coming from the clouds
I look up into the clouds and I grieve...I can’t stand this and I run away...I go to your gravestone with the same gun you had used and I shoot myself in the heart and I collapse by you...I reach heaven
You see me
I see you
You run to me
I run to you
You wrap your arms around me
I hug you tight
We shall remain this way forever
This is my Razorblade Romance
<3 </3

Fire & Power
By: Meeghann Cole
Fire erupts from my soul, its flames deadly and poisonous, As I stalk about the land the fire within me burns Everyone I hate, even the ones I love with my black heart I watch as they all wither and burn The more I kill the more the fire flows within me, my hatred now controlling me The fire intensifies and my power erupts I am a cold and unfeeling monster now I feel nothing, love no one all my emotions are dead as dust My mind is an awful place, crazy and confused, my thoughts are twisted and disturbing I walk through the streets as all the buildings burn and cars become rubble as the fire makes them explode My eyes scan the ruins, searching for any sign of movement or life, suddenly I see one, a victim waiting for me I stalk up to the person before I can do anything or even see its eyes I kneel before the form and roll it onto it’s back and my heart stops The only one I had ever loved was staring back at me, his eyes dilated in fear My thoughts become confused and scared, he was the only one I had ever loved more than even my friends and family The hate drains from me, the fire dies, I get up completely shaken and begin to walk away but my legs buckle and I collapse into a crying heap, my power completely drained and my hatred completely gone I curl up into a ball as my love approaches me, I’m too weak to turn away from him so I shut my eyes and grasp my knees he touches my shoulder and I cringe away and cry harder He picks up my frail sobbing form and holds me close I look up at him and he smiles at me He wipes my tears away and gently kisses my cheek I wrap my arms around him and he smiles and embraces me as the world I destroyed continues to burn and the bodies rot and burn forever unnoticed
Forever…

Hidden
By Meeghann Cole
I would have never found love until I looked into your eyes, your emotions cleverly disguised My eyes burn holes into yours, almost staring into your soul Somehow without words I reveal everything that I have kept hidden all at once you knew everything that I could never say but somehow you don’t react I start to cry as the rain begins to fall, the morose look on your face was enough to break my fragile heart You want to speak but your mouth is nothing more than a thin line as your thoughts scramble for something to say Even through the rain you can see me crying harder than ever You have no idea how to react, your thoughts are in the middle of an emotional tornado you want to say something but that something wouldn’t come I realize that this is pointless and I storm off into the rain, my heart shattered into a thousand tiny pieces My confused thoughts and broken sobs mix with the pounding of the rain and muffle the sounds of your footsteps behind me You catch up to me and grab my wrist and pull me backwards I spin around to face you. And somehow you have finally found the words that you have wanted to tell me for so long as you tell me your eyes gleam with sincerity I smile as you wrap your arms around me protectively and embrace me tightly in the cold rain and promise to never let me go…

Forever

Like a mouth on an apple you bit into my heart, leaving a deep enough mark to let me know how much you love me You sewed all the wounds in my broken heart with love in every stitch You sucked all my pain away like a vampire with its victim I love you with all my heart and soul If you die I shall perish beside you and together we will remain Forever…


Blood

Sitting by your gravestone I weep In the cold hard ground you sleep I am now alone to face the world on my own
You felt no need to live, thought the word was against you, died before knowing how I felt I never told you I loved you, I know now I should’ve spoke, but now I watch the flowers wilt I cry, and cry till blood comes out my eyes, my tears have dried and died
My heart is broken, my eyes are bloody, I stare at you gravestone with hate Why didn’t I tell you? Why?! I hate myself more than ever, I’m useless, my heart cries out for you but just the wind responds your gravestone becomes a dark gray as the rain begins to fall, the water soaks me but I refuse to leave Lightning flashes and thunder crashes but I merely sit and weep I decide I’ve had enough of this already I can’t take it anymore I take my knife out of my pocket and watch it gleam in the rain I stab my heart with a sudden jab and a cry of pain The world clouds in front of my eyes, the blood soaks into the ground staining it red If I can’t be with you in life then I’ll be with you in death…
</3

Lost

Misery flows through my veins
The thought of you injects another needle into my blood
You think I can be helped but you have no idea how wrong you are I feel as if I might die from all the drugs in my system all of them emotions
I try not to care I don’t want to care I feel like an addict and you are the drug
If I see you anymore I feel that my emotions will leak out of me like terrible infected wounds that won’t heal and you’re the cause of them
The more I realize the truth the weaker I seem to feel and when you come near it feels as if I get shot With each breath you take, I feel twice as many being taken away from me
I feel that the only cure is for me to die or you to disappear if you don’t care about me now then don’t miss me when I’m dead
X_X

Awake

It’s been days since I’ve seen your face but somehow your image remains a scar etched into my brain Every day and every night since you disappeared I have been waiting to see you, hear you, anything that might remind me that you still exist and that you still care So far nothing As I lay in bed , my tears soak the pillow while I hug it tight I used to pretend that the pillow was someone who cared Now every night I hug that same pillow and pretend that it’s you
<3 <3

You

I see the rain
It falls against my window with a soft patter
It seems as if the gods are crying
Maybe someone died
The raindrops bring back memories
Yet part of me doesn’t want the memories to come back
Because the memories are of when I was with you
We used to be so happy together until death snatched you away
Now I have nothing
I see the rain
It falls against my window with a soft patter
They look like tears that I had shed that fateful day
It seems as if your grave is sending these memories back
What did I ever do to you?
The memories flash through my head like a slideshow and I can’t seem to stop them
I wish for us to be together again
To hold hands again
To hug again
To love again
But all I get in response is the sound of my last breath
X_x

What Is Love

Love is an emotion
Love is a strange feeling Love is when you see them and your heart speeds up
And your pulse is thudding in your ears
Love is when you can’t stop thinking about them during the day and when you dream about them at night
Love is when you can’t be without them and never want to be
Love is missing the rush of their skin, the sound of their laughter, and the light that their smile brings
If you ask me
Love is something I never want to be without

Believe It

Love can be anywhere
It never has a limit
Holding hands
Sitting together
No matter when you are
No matter where you look
You will always see it
Love is in the air
It will always find a victim
You better believe it
Love can be anywhere
Mind, body, soul
Love makes you want to be with someone
To hold them and to be held
To make memories
And to let those memories last
‘Cause no matter where you are
No matter where you look
You will find it
Or it may find you
You are its victim
And you better believe it

My fav is blood =DDD

I Love you Meegers

I’m not a critic but you have a lot of emotion in your heart. You also have a lot of time on your hands. Make some more.

Xx Lashy xX wrote: I have a few poems that I’d like to submit...some fo them are kinda lo9ng but I hope whomever reads them, likes them...

Razorblade Romance

I wanted you
You didn’t want me
I loved you
You hated me
I tried to open up to you
You shut me away
I tried to get close to you
You told me I couldn’t stay
As time progressed I got over you...but you grew to love me
You love me
I hate you
You tried to tell me your feelings
I shut the door in your face, I don’t care
You now realize what you did to me and know that you deserve this
I want you to leave me alone
You refuse to
I yell at you to leave me alone and my words are like knives in the heart
You’re hurt so badly that you cry, you now completely know how I feel
I’m glad I made you cry
Now you wish to die
You run away and shoot yourself in your already damaged heart
I hear about it, for some reason I cried
You died
I regret everything...deep down I realize I still love you
You’re up in heaven now...you see my pain and you cry, your tears are the rain coming from the clouds
I look up into the clouds and I grieve...I can’t stand this and I run away...I go to your gravestone with the same gun you had used and I shoot myself in the heart and I collapse by you...I reach heaven
You see me
I see you
You run to me
I run to you
You wrap your arms around me
I hug you tight
We shall remain this way forever
This is my Razorblade Romance
<3 </3

Fire & Power
By: Meeghann Cole
Fire erupts from my soul, its flames deadly and poisonous, As I stalk about the land the fire within me burns Everyone I hate, even the ones I love with my black heart I watch as they all wither and burn The more I kill the more the fire flows within me, my hatred now controlling me The fire intensifies and my power erupts I am a cold and unfeeling monster now I feel nothing, love no one all my emotions are dead as dust My mind is an awful place, crazy and confused, my thoughts are twisted and disturbing I walk through the streets as all the buildings burn and cars become rubble as the fire makes them explode My eyes scan the ruins, searching for any sign of movement or life, suddenly I see one, a victim waiting for me I stalk up to the person before I can do anything or even see its eyes I kneel before the form and roll it onto it’s back and my heart stops The only one I had ever loved was staring back at me, his eyes dilated in fear My thoughts become confused and scared, he was the only one I had ever loved more than even my friends and family The hate drains from me, the fire dies, I get up completely shaken and begin to walk away but my legs buckle and I collapse into a crying heap, my power completely drained and my hatred completely gone I curl up into a ball as my love approaches me, I’m too weak to turn away from him so I shut my eyes and grasp my knees he touches my shoulder and I cringe away and cry harder He picks up my frail sobbing form and holds me close I look up at him and he smiles at me He wipes my tears away and gently kisses my cheek I wrap my arms around him and he smiles and embraces me as the world I destroyed continues to burn and the bodies rot and burn forever unnoticed
Forever…

Hidden
By Meeghann Cole
I would have never found love until I looked into your eyes, your emotions cleverly disguised My eyes burn holes into yours, almost staring into your soul Somehow without words I reveal everything that I have kept hidden all at once you knew everything that I could never say but somehow you don’t react I start to cry as the rain begins to fall, the morose look on your face was enough to break my fragile heart You want to speak but your mouth is nothing more than a thin line as your thoughts scramble for something to say Even through the rain you can see me crying harder than ever You have no idea how to react, your thoughts are in the middle of an emotional tornado you want to say something but that something wouldn’t come I realize that this is pointless and I storm off into the rain, my heart shattered into a thousand tiny pieces My confused thoughts and broken sobs mix with the pounding of the rain and muffle the sounds of your footsteps behind me You catch up to me and grab my wrist and pull me backwards I spin around to face you. And somehow you have finally found the words that you have wanted to tell me for so long as you tell me your eyes gleam with sincerity I smile as you wrap your arms around me protectively and embrace me tightly in the cold rain and promise to never let me go…

Forever

Like a mouth on an apple you bit into my heart, leaving a deep enough mark to let me know how much you love me You sewed all the wounds in my broken heart with love in every stitch You sucked all my pain away like a vampire with its victim I love you with all my heart and soul If you die I shall perish beside you and together we will remain Forever…


Blood

Sitting by your gravestone I weep In the cold hard ground you sleep I am now alone to face the world on my own
You felt no need to live, thought the word was against you, died before knowing how I felt I never told you I loved you, I know now I should’ve spoke, but now I watch the flowers wilt I cry, and cry till blood comes out my eyes, my tears have dried and died
My heart is broken, my eyes are bloody, I stare at you gravestone with hate Why didn’t I tell you? Why?! I hate myself more than ever, I’m useless, my heart cries out for you but just the wind responds your gravestone becomes a dark gray as the rain begins to fall, the water soaks me but I refuse to leave Lightning flashes and thunder crashes but I merely sit and weep I decide I’ve had enough of this already I can’t take it anymore I take my knife out of my pocket and watch it gleam in the rain I stab my heart with a sudden jab and a cry of pain The world clouds in front of my eyes, the blood soaks into the ground staining it red If I can’t be with you in life then I’ll be with you in death…
</3

Lost

Misery flows through my veins
The thought of you injects another needle into my blood
You think I can be helped but you have no idea how wrong you are I feel as if I might die from all the drugs in my system all of them emotions
I try not to care I don’t want to care I feel like an addict and you are the drug
If I see you anymore I feel that my emotions will leak out of me like terrible infected wounds that won’t heal and you’re the cause of them
The more I realize the truth the weaker I seem to feel and when you come near it feels as if I get shot With each breath you take, I feel twice as many being taken away from me
I feel that the only cure is for me to die or you to disappear if you don’t care about me now then don’t miss me when I’m dead
X_X

Awake

It’s been days since I’ve seen your face but somehow your image remains a scar etched into my brain Every day and every night since you disappeared I have been waiting to see you, hear you, anything that might remind me that you still exist and that you still care So far nothing As I lay in bed , my tears soak the pillow while I hug it tight I used to pretend that the pillow was someone who cared Now every night I hug that same pillow and pretend that it’s you
<3 <3

You

I see the rain
It falls against my window with a soft patter
It seems as if the gods are crying
Maybe someone died
The raindrops bring back memories
Yet part of me doesn’t want the memories to come back
Because the memories are of when I was with you
We used to be so happy together until death snatched you away
Now I have nothing
I see the rain
It falls against my window with a soft patter
They look like tears that I had shed that fateful day
It seems as if your grave is sending these memories back
What did I ever do to you?
The memories flash through my head like a slideshow and I can’t seem to stop them
I wish for us to be together again
To hold hands again
To hug again
To love again
But all I get in response is the sound of my last breath
X_x

What Is Love

Love is an emotion
Love is a strange feeling Love is when you see them and your heart speeds up
And your pulse is thudding in your ears
Love is when you can’t stop thinking about them during the day and when you dream about them at night
Love is when you can’t be without them and never want to be
Love is missing the rush of their skin, the sound of their laughter, and the light that their smile brings
If you ask me
Love is something I never want to be without

Believe It

Love can be anywhere
It never has a limit
Holding hands
Sitting together
No matter when you are
No matter where you look
You will always see it
Love is in the air
It will always find a victim
You better believe it
Love can be anywhere
Mind, body, soul
Love makes you want to be with someone
To hold them and to be held
To make memories
And to let those memories last
‘Cause no matter where you are
No matter where you look
You will find it
Or it may find you
You are its victim
And you better believe it

See you Next weekend lil kitten =DD <3333

Is she your girl?

I made some poems too.. a wile ago



Make a switch:

I miss you...I love you.....I need you
Its all the same its so cleche
for me to fall , and for you to hurt me
so cant we switch things just a little
to eas my pain...

ONE TWO THREE FOUR!!

Its all the same its so cleche
for me to fall and for you to
hurt me , so cant we swtich
things just a little to eas my
pain...

Cant you see , im falling apart

at the seems. cant you see

theres not much more i can take
you break my heart, from begining
to fucking start!....

Its all the same its so cleche
for me to fall and for you to
hurt me , so cant we swtich
things just a little to eas my
pain...

So take(take!) this pain away
Its all the same..
So take(take!) this pain away
its so cleche
So take(take!) this pain.. away
for me baby!

so cant we swtich
things just a little to eas my
pain...



Blisfull end:

Bleeding softly threw my eyes


reversed from tears they are


disguised.


Heavenly sounds of moans


and cries because I can not


trust all these perfect lies.


Wish


me well wish me dead,


my coffin with roses


with my head full of


led.


Bleeding dying all together,


there goes my heart , falling


softly like a feather




Reason:

Iv bean travleling so far. And it seems, i only moved so very few steps.
Iv bean traveling so far. And i never remember the last time i have moved.
I dont need a reason to love you, just take my heart and leave and never
come back. I dont need a reason to love you, just use me now and run
away forever gone.

I never understood the feeling of lust. I never wanted to know, what it
feels like, what it feels like, I dont wanna know, I dont ever wanna find
out. I dont need a reason to love you, just take my heart and never come
back. I dont need a reason, so take my heart and be forever gone.

I would rather die , then love like this , i would rather be dead then
have all these butterflys in my head. I dont need a reason, i dont need
a reason. No i dont need a reason, just take my heart and go.
baby cant you see your all i want! Baby i dont need a reason to love you
so just take my heart and never come back. Baby i dont need a reason
so use me well, and be forever gone.

I dont need a reason, to love you......

Chilly man wrote: Is she your girl?

Yesum

Her name is meeghann.. =) shes my lil Kitten <33
i love her so much.. i just wanna hug her ...

Xx edgarxX wrote:

Chilly man wrote: Is she your girl?

Yesum

Her name is meeghann.. =) shes my lil Kitten <33
i love her so much.. i just wanna hug her ...

Cool Edgar, she’s gots lots a emotion. I bet she’s great to make love to, if you don’t mind me saying that, if you do then I apologize.

Chilly man wrote:

Xx edgarxX wrote:

Chilly man wrote: Is she your girl?

Yesum

Her name is meeghann.. =) shes my lil Kitten <33
i love her so much.. i just wanna hug her ...

Cool Edgar, she’s gots lots a emotion. I bet she’s great to make love to, if you don’t mind me saying that, it you do then I apologize.

^^ i dont mind chilly =)

The house so dark and quiet. Midnight and all I hear is snoring. I walk through the upstairs. Look into their bedroom. They’re sound asleep. Dreaming. So peaceful. I know where the guns are kept. I know where the spare key is kept. So easy. I walk into the room. Get the door key. Unlock the office door. Get the spare gun key. Open the safe. There it is, the automatic shotgun. I load it with five rounds. Two for each, one left. It’s just too easy. Like it’s meant to be. I turn out the office light. I walk into their bedroom. Their nightlight illuminates them perfectly. They are so calm in sleep. So peaceful. No beating today to ruin my mood. Just utter sadness. I am a misfit. A pervert. I hqave no friend to talk to. To say, Richie, it’s gonna be okay. Just a couple more years. A COUPLE MORE YEARS. Bullshit. A couple more years is a lifetime. It can all be over in a matter of seconds. They won’t even know what happened. They won’t feel a thing. Mine is the hard job. To look down the barrel of the shotgun into their faces. Man first, then woman. Then another shot for each just to make sure. Then the coup de gras, one for the misfit. It will all be over. No more pain. No more sadness. No more lonliness. No more the butt of others jokes and hate. Just.......what?

that what do you any good richie...but you have a friend i dont know how many times ive said this..but i guess you still dont get it...a couple years is it all that long..it may seem long but there not...and im always willing to listen to you talk

go to school
wake up
deal with morons
deal with jerks
deal with a dad that doesnt know his kids
deal with a evil step mom
so much to deal with
some times its just to much to deal with
theres a few people that keep her sane
and happy
but the ones she wants she cant have
havent seen her best friends in what seems like years
they dont see how down she is
makes her sad
she looks up at her ceiling and thinks about her days
they all seem so use less
but she keeps going on one person words
the words of her loved one