A Song I Wrote...

My Real Monster?.. Or.. My Nightmare..

“Your my fucking disease, I don’t know the condition
I cant get away, your my little addiction
Your just a stupid boy, so why dose it hurt so much
Why did I take you back, when you made me fall so hard
How could I love someone, who has no heart
How could I give it all up, for nothing at all
Why cant life make sense, I don’t get nothing at all
When will the pain stop, thats all you make me feel
Do you need to see my blood drops, then will you know its real
I am sorry I ever loved you, I am sorry I believed your lies
You weren’t worth the tears I cried
You let me down, now I cant even look at your face
You once made me smile, but now that emotions not on my face
My laugh is gone, and replaced with screams
Everything is ruined, everything is fake
I just don’t understand how I made such a mistake
I forgave you once, I forgave you twice
I wont forgive you again, I hold this promise till the end
I see now I deserve better then you, someone who wont do everything you do
I know you don’t fell sorry, I know you don’t feel sad
If you see this, I don’t care if your mad
I hope some day you feel, the pain that you made me feel
If all you wanted was to make me hurt, well good job it worked
Out of everything you have just caused me pain and hurt.."

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

that’s deep...

Zero Gravity

Straight from the heart.... whats left of it..yup

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

NihilusRavager7780 wrote: that’s deep...

Yah. Lyrics from the heart...

Rise of Shinra

Cid wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote: that’s deep...

Yah. Lyrics from the heart...

Whats left of my heart you mean..

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

it tells a lot...

Zero Gravity

...Like?

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

I give u all of my Kudos

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

Zero Gravity

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

Pretty much. Kinda like a window into the soul.

Rise of Shinra

zeta_evolved wrote: I give u all of my Kudos

Thank you buddie *hugs*

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

reminds me of that movie with johnny depp...

Secret Window.

Zero Gravity

SKITTLES666 wrote:

zeta_evolved wrote: I give u all of my Kudos

Thank you buddie *hugs*

*hugs*

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

As long as my message gets out and I get my feelings out..
I don’t care if my songs shit or not..
I cant help how I feel..

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

Cid wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

Pretty much. Kinda like a window into the soul.

You don’t want to see into my sole..

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

SKITTLES666 wrote:

Cid wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

Pretty much. Kinda like a window into the soul.

You don’t want to see into my sole..

Most of humanity can say that. =/

Rise of Shinra

SKITTLES666 wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

As long as my message gets out and I get my feelings out..
I don’t care if my songs shit or not..
I cant help how I feel..

damn straight.

Zero Gravity

Cid wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote:

Cid wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

Pretty much. Kinda like a window into the soul.

You don’t want to see into my sole..

Most of humanity can say that. =/

Even though I am not like most people?
My heart used to be big, I used to know how to love and accept being loved..
But over the years I feel no love at all and feel like everyones lieng to me..
Thats how much “love” has messed me up..

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

As long as my message gets out and I get my feelings out..
I don’t care if my songs shit or not..
I cant help how I feel..

damn straight.

Yeah but can I get a honest opinion, was it really bad?

[I might like you better,if we slept together.]

SKITTLES666 wrote:

Cid wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote:

Cid wrote:

NihilusRavager7780 wrote:

SKITTLES666 wrote: ...Like?

how u feel?

Pretty much. Kinda like a window into the soul.

You don’t want to see into my sole..

Most of humanity can say that. =/

Even though I am not like most people?
My heart used to be big, I used to know how to love and accept being loved..
But over the years I feel no love at all and feel like everyones lieng to me..
Thats how much “love” has messed me up..

It’s never love.. It’s people.

But don’t let that get you down. People are assholes, but some of humanity is still good. lol

Rise of Shinra