I see my life flahing before me
Playing out like frames of a movie.
And as I sit here and watching this movie *of my life*
I see the mistakes...and I realize that there’s no going back to correct them.
Each chapter, each frame, has it’s own meaning.
Something that was unknown then.....yet now realized.
For it’s through the struggles and hard times that you feel the most alone
Yet someone WAS there with you the whole time.
Every struggle makes you stronger.
One day.....these hard times will all just dissappear.
Joy, happiness and peace will take their place.
You will see the reasons for all of the hard times and pain.
For life is a great mystery.
With everything that happens...the up’s...the down’s....
are for a reason. It was “meant to be”
Only in time will we see why.
I always wish for something more.
Something more of this life I live.
Never satisified, never truly content....always feeling like I was meant to do more.
What selfishness I tell myself...but is it?
I yearn for the answer.
The answer ONLY “he” can give me.
The answer to.... “what is meant for me?"
I just cannot seem to find my place... a place where I feel I truly belong.
I love life. I love living. I love watching my children grow day by day,
yet I feel as if there is something more meant of me.
Something more for me to be.
The LORD is my savior- forever and always.
I pray that one day...he will show me the reasons for all that be.
I pray that one day...he will shed his grace on me.
