Get stuff off your mind

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote: I feel something festering under the surface, something dark, something bound.

I don’t why, but it wants out.

My mind is being eaten, piece by piece. This dark repressed beast is devouring parts of me, taking with it, my ability to rationalize, to think clearly.

My consciousness is becoming fragmented, scattered to the 4 winds like leaves in a a breeze. dancing away, forever just out of reach. I feel myself changing once again, however this time I am not sure into what. I am uncertain of what I will become.

Will I still be the same person inside as I was before or has the beast finally unshackled its chains and leapt from its confines, kicking and screaming into the light.

I fear myself and what I will become. I don’t want to change again. I want to remain the same.

I have spent too much time on this life, this personality, this appearance of normalcy. I have a daughter and a Fienc’e.

Why now, WHY NOW.

I dream of death and killing, of running free and wreaking bloody havok. My partner, my dearest, has noticed me growl and convulse in my sleep. I feel like hunting and stalking the night. The dark and the moon calls me, beckoning me to join them, to roam and prowl the shadows. to feel the cold air on my skin and the soil on my feet.

I must resist, I must remain strong, I must not yield.

I have started growling of late when displeased and My lust for raw meat is insatiable. I feel that I am loosing this battle. The animal wants out and once again he may break free.

I can not allow this to happen for fear of consequence and the damage I may cause. After last time, I swore a oath to keep the beast buried and hidden.

God Give me strength to face this arduous journey that lies ahead and please protect those close to me from harm.
May you take my life before I take another.

May I be triumphant or give me sweet release from this nightmare, give me death.

i thought you were over that

I thought so too...but of late...I don’t know. Something is happening to me...Something is happening and I don’t want it to.

I am scared.

I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, not after last time.

P. Moore wrote:

car dice13 wrote:

P. Moore wrote: im 15, and i took a bunch of mates to the movie yet they were so quiet, it was a waste of time bringing them, and since im 15 i dont think diner is a gr8 idea

then go bowling or miniature golfing

any other ideas?

just hang out anywhere like eachother’s house

Cid wrote: Cor blimey me matey, what are you doing in me pockets

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote: I feel something festering under the surface, something dark, something bound.

I don’t why, but it wants out.

My mind is being eaten, piece by piece. This dark repressed beast is devouring parts of me, taking with it, my ability to rationalize, to think clearly.

My consciousness is becoming fragmented, scattered to the 4 winds like leaves in a a breeze. dancing away, forever just out of reach. I feel myself changing once again, however this time I am not sure into what. I am uncertain of what I will become.

Will I still be the same person inside as I was before or has the beast finally unshackled its chains and leapt from its confines, kicking and screaming into the light.

I fear myself and what I will become. I don’t want to change again. I want to remain the same.

I have spent too much time on this life, this personality, this appearance of normalcy. I have a daughter and a Fienc’e.

Why now, WHY NOW.

I dream of death and killing, of running free and wreaking bloody havok. My partner, my dearest, has noticed me growl and convulse in my sleep. I feel like hunting and stalking the night. The dark and the moon calls me, beckoning me to join them, to roam and prowl the shadows. to feel the cold air on my skin and the soil on my feet.

I must resist, I must remain strong, I must not yield.

I have started growling of late when displeased and My lust for raw meat is insatiable. I feel that I am loosing this battle. The animal wants out and once again he may break free.

I can not allow this to happen for fear of consequence and the damage I may cause. After last time, I swore a oath to keep the beast buried and hidden.

God Give me strength to face this arduous journey that lies ahead and please protect those close to me from harm.
May you take my life before I take another.

May I be triumphant or give me sweet release from this nightmare, give me death.

i thought you were over that

I thought so too...but of late...I don’t know. Something is happening to me...Something is happening and I don’t want it to.

I am scared.

I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, not after last time.

fix it like last time, or just make your life more positive by joining a club or going out with friends more often

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote: I feel something festering under the surface, something dark, something bound.

I don’t why, but it wants out.

My mind is being eaten, piece by piece. This dark repressed beast is devouring parts of me, taking with it, my ability to rationalize, to think clearly.

My consciousness is becoming fragmented, scattered to the 4 winds like leaves in a a breeze. dancing away, forever just out of reach. I feel myself changing once again, however this time I am not sure into what. I am uncertain of what I will become.

Will I still be the same person inside as I was before or has the beast finally unshackled its chains and leapt from its confines, kicking and screaming into the light.

I fear myself and what I will become. I don’t want to change again. I want to remain the same.

I have spent too much time on this life, this personality, this appearance of normalcy. I have a daughter and a Fienc’e.

Why now, WHY NOW.

I dream of death and killing, of running free and wreaking bloody havok. My partner, my dearest, has noticed me growl and convulse in my sleep. I feel like hunting and stalking the night. The dark and the moon calls me, beckoning me to join them, to roam and prowl the shadows. to feel the cold air on my skin and the soil on my feet.

I must resist, I must remain strong, I must not yield.

I have started growling of late when displeased and My lust for raw meat is insatiable. I feel that I am loosing this battle. The animal wants out and once again he may break free.

I can not allow this to happen for fear of consequence and the damage I may cause. After last time, I swore a oath to keep the beast buried and hidden.

God Give me strength to face this arduous journey that lies ahead and please protect those close to me from harm.
May you take my life before I take another.

May I be triumphant or give me sweet release from this nightmare, give me death.

i thought you were over that

I thought so too...but of late...I don’t know. Something is happening to me...Something is happening and I don’t want it to.

I am scared.

I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, not after last time.

Okay firewolf i’m going too ask you a serious question...
Are you a werewolf?

Cid wrote: Cor blimey me matey, what are you doing in me pockets

car dice13 wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

car dice13 wrote:

P. Moore wrote: im 15, and i took a bunch of mates to the movie yet they were so quiet, it was a waste of time bringing them, and since im 15 i dont think diner is a gr8 idea

then go bowling or miniature golfing

any other ideas?

just hang out anywhere like eachother’s house

my parents wouldnt let me, fuck they have no idea what its like to be a teenager of this era

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote: I feel something festering under the surface, something dark, something bound.

I don’t why, but it wants out.

My mind is being eaten, piece by piece. This dark repressed beast is devouring parts of me, taking with it, my ability to rationalize, to think clearly.

My consciousness is becoming fragmented, scattered to the 4 winds like leaves in a a breeze. dancing away, forever just out of reach. I feel myself changing once again, however this time I am not sure into what. I am uncertain of what I will become.

Will I still be the same person inside as I was before or has the beast finally unshackled its chains and leapt from its confines, kicking and screaming into the light.

I fear myself and what I will become. I don’t want to change again. I want to remain the same.

I have spent too much time on this life, this personality, this appearance of normalcy. I have a daughter and a Fienc’e.

Why now, WHY NOW.

I dream of death and killing, of running free and wreaking bloody havok. My partner, my dearest, has noticed me growl and convulse in my sleep. I feel like hunting and stalking the night. The dark and the moon calls me, beckoning me to join them, to roam and prowl the shadows. to feel the cold air on my skin and the soil on my feet.

I must resist, I must remain strong, I must not yield.

I have started growling of late when displeased and My lust for raw meat is insatiable. I feel that I am loosing this battle. The animal wants out and once again he may break free.

I can not allow this to happen for fear of consequence and the damage I may cause. After last time, I swore a oath to keep the beast buried and hidden.

God Give me strength to face this arduous journey that lies ahead and please protect those close to me from harm.
May you take my life before I take another.

May I be triumphant or give me sweet release from this nightmare, give me death.

i thought you were over that

I thought so too...but of late...I don’t know. Something is happening to me...Something is happening and I don’t want it to.

I am scared.

I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, not after last time.

BAHAHAhahaAHaHAHaHaHaHa

WoWzErz DiS plAcE IZ aS PaTheTiC as I wAs tOlD *SiGhZ*

dAt wUz gOod.. NoW gO taKez a WaRm fLeA BatH N a CouPlE PilLz WoLfy

*cHuckLeZ*

_KaRmA_ wrote:

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote: I feel something festering under the surface, something dark, something bound.

I don’t why, but it wants out.

My mind is being eaten, piece by piece. This dark repressed beast is devouring parts of me, taking with it, my ability to rationalize, to think clearly.

My consciousness is becoming fragmented, scattered to the 4 winds like leaves in a a breeze. dancing away, forever just out of reach. I feel myself changing once again, however this time I am not sure into what. I am uncertain of what I will become.

Will I still be the same person inside as I was before or has the beast finally unshackled its chains and leapt from its confines, kicking and screaming into the light.

I fear myself and what I will become. I don’t want to change again. I want to remain the same.

I have spent too much time on this life, this personality, this appearance of normalcy. I have a daughter and a Fienc’e.

Why now, WHY NOW.

I dream of death and killing, of running free and wreaking bloody havok. My partner, my dearest, has noticed me growl and convulse in my sleep. I feel like hunting and stalking the night. The dark and the moon calls me, beckoning me to join them, to roam and prowl the shadows. to feel the cold air on my skin and the soil on my feet.

I must resist, I must remain strong, I must not yield.

I have started growling of late when displeased and My lust for raw meat is insatiable. I feel that I am loosing this battle. The animal wants out and once again he may break free.

I can not allow this to happen for fear of consequence and the damage I may cause. After last time, I swore a oath to keep the beast buried and hidden.

God Give me strength to face this arduous journey that lies ahead and please protect those close to me from harm.
May you take my life before I take another.

May I be triumphant or give me sweet release from this nightmare, give me death.

i thought you were over that

I thought so too...but of late...I don’t know. Something is happening to me...Something is happening and I don’t want it to.

I am scared.

I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, not after last time.

BAHAHAhahaAHaHAHaHaHaHa

WoWzErz DiS plAcE IZ aS PaTheTiC as I wAs tOlD *SiGhZ*

dAt wUz gOod.. NoW gO taKez a WaRm fLeA BatH N a CouPlE PilLz WoLfy

*cHuckLeZ*

someone ban this guy

P. Moore wrote:

car dice13 wrote:

P. Moore wrote: im 15, and i took a bunch of mates to the movie yet they were so quiet, it was a waste of time bringing them, and since im 15 i dont think diner is a gr8 idea

then go bowling or miniature golfing

any other ideas?

if all else fails you can always join my campagn

A very wise and intelligent man wrote:
Pce Chief, jump on that pussy before its too late homey.

Didus wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

car dice13 wrote:

P. Moore wrote: im 15, and i took a bunch of mates to the movie yet they were so quiet, it was a waste of time bringing them, and since im 15 i dont think diner is a gr8 idea

then go bowling or miniature golfing

any other ideas?

if all else fails you can always join my campagn

how about, na

Oh! I JesT LoOkeD, N no WoRrieZ WolFY!


FuLL MoOn Ain’T fEr 2 WeeKz.. U gOtz PlenTy O tIme to ShaCkLE UrSelV uP To saVe aLl De pOor InnOcEntz!!!

car dice13 wrote:

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote: I feel something festering under the surface, something dark, something bound.

I don’t why, but it wants out.

My mind is being eaten, piece by piece. This dark repressed beast is devouring parts of me, taking with it, my ability to rationalize, to think clearly.

My consciousness is becoming fragmented, scattered to the 4 winds like leaves in a a breeze. dancing away, forever just out of reach. I feel myself changing once again, however this time I am not sure into what. I am uncertain of what I will become.

Will I still be the same person inside as I was before or has the beast finally unshackled its chains and leapt from its confines, kicking and screaming into the light.

I fear myself and what I will become. I don’t want to change again. I want to remain the same.

I have spent too much time on this life, this personality, this appearance of normalcy. I have a daughter and a Fienc’e.

Why now, WHY NOW.

I dream of death and killing, of running free and wreaking bloody havok. My partner, my dearest, has noticed me growl and convulse in my sleep. I feel like hunting and stalking the night. The dark and the moon calls me, beckoning me to join them, to roam and prowl the shadows. to feel the cold air on my skin and the soil on my feet.

I must resist, I must remain strong, I must not yield.

I have started growling of late when displeased and My lust for raw meat is insatiable. I feel that I am loosing this battle. The animal wants out and once again he may break free.

I can not allow this to happen for fear of consequence and the damage I may cause. After last time, I swore a oath to keep the beast buried and hidden.

God Give me strength to face this arduous journey that lies ahead and please protect those close to me from harm.
May you take my life before I take another.

May I be triumphant or give me sweet release from this nightmare, give me death.

i thought you were over that

I thought so too...but of late...I don’t know. Something is happening to me...Something is happening and I don’t want it to.

I am scared.

I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, not after last time.

Okay firewolf i’m going too ask you a serious question...
Are you a werewolf?

No. If I was, this would be a lot easier. I do have a previous life as a wolf though, and a few other things that when I was a bit younger, I shouldn’t have mucked around with. All of these things have taken residence within me.

I am a bad person. Dangerous and by definition, evil and more than capable of a great many bad things. I however made a conscious choice after the last time to bury that person and over lay another personality on top of that one...it is....complicated.

Anyhow, after all this time, I am loosing my hold on the ties that bind us together. I am fearful that I will regress into the other person. The darker side of my personality and I can not allow that to happen. I have too much at stake this time. too many people could get hurt. I mustn’t allow that to happen.

I must meditate and keep busy. I must steel myself. I must win!

well im gona go play ff10 on my ps2, theres no other game quite like it that makes you this relaxed

_KaRmA_ wrote: Oh! I JesT LoOkeD, N no WoRrieZ WolFY!


FuLL MoOn Ain’T fEr 2 WeeKz.. U gOtz PlenTy O tIme to ShaCkLE UrSelV uP To saVe aLl De pOor InnOcEntz!!!

Mock me if you will and the moon has nothing to do with it. I do not expect you to understand. I don’t expect many people to understand.

b4 i go, whats some good things to do other than going to the movies

P. Moore wrote: b4 i go, whats some good things to do other than going to the movies

Go for a nice walk somewhere.
Do something that everyone likes.
Have a BBQ at the park.
Ask them what they want to do.

firewolf81 wrote:

_KaRmA_ wrote: Oh! I JesT LoOkeD, N no WoRrieZ WolFY!


FuLL MoOn Ain’T fEr 2 WeeKz.. U gOtz PlenTy O tIme to ShaCkLE UrSelV uP To saVe aLl De pOor InnOcEntz!!!

Mock me if you will and the moon has nothing to do with it. I do not expect you to understand. I don’t expect many people to understand.

I understand........................................

tuscan1 wrote:

firewolf81 wrote:

_KaRmA_ wrote: Oh! I JesT LoOkeD, N no WoRrieZ WolFY!


FuLL MoOn Ain’T fEr 2 WeeKz.. U gOtz PlenTy O tIme to ShaCkLE UrSelV uP To saVe aLl De pOor InnOcEntz!!!

Mock me if you will and the moon has nothing to do with it. I do not expect you to understand. I don’t expect many people to understand.

I understand........................................

Thank you. Then you know that If I can not win this time, I may not be around anymore. It is better to die than to hurt a innocent. If it comes to this, please explain it to the others. it is a necessary sacrifice to ensure the safety of all that surround me and many other that don’t.

firewolf81 wrote:

tuscan1 wrote:

firewolf81 wrote:

_KaRmA_ wrote: Oh! I JesT LoOkeD, N no WoRrieZ WolFY!


FuLL MoOn Ain’T fEr 2 WeeKz.. U gOtz PlenTy O tIme to ShaCkLE UrSelV uP To saVe aLl De pOor InnOcEntz!!!

Mock me if you will and the moon has nothing to do with it. I do not expect you to understand. I don’t expect many people to understand.

I understand........................................

Thank you. Then you know that If I can not win this time, I may not be around anymore. It is better to die than to hurt a innocent. If it comes to this, please explain it to the others. it is a necessary sacrifice to ensure the safety of all that surround me and many other that don’t.

Use you’re chi firewolf ......

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote: b4 i go, whats some good things to do other than going to the movies

Go for a nice walk somewhere. we are 15 its not that kind of relationship
Do something that everyone likes. movies, but we are getting sick of that
Have a BBQ at the park. we cant cook
Ask them what they want to do. ok but she wont know

P. Moore wrote:

firewolf81 wrote:

P. Moore wrote: b4 i go, whats some good things to do other than going to the movies

Go for a nice walk somewhere. we are 15 its not that kind of relationship
Do something that everyone likes. movies, but we are getting sick of that
Have a BBQ at the park. we cant cook
Ask them what they want to do. ok but she wont know

Just a nice walk in the park. Just spend some time together.