I am a trouble maker. What ever I do, I get in trouble for it (no, not from the police but basically my parents and all my friends). I wake up in the morning thinking that it’s going to be a great day, and my high hopes are dashed the minute I either talk to my mom or look at the school calander. I can’t stay calm if I’m angry, so when I’m mad everyone knows so then they yell at me. My friends punch me whenever I do something stupid so I get beat up alot, and I hate my damn principal. I get home from school only to do a little thing that my mom hates so then she yells at me and I yell back. That doesn’t go well either. I’m in my room for hours because I’m hated by everyone in my house. The only family member that likes me is my dad, and he’s the only reason I haven’t ran away from home yet. All the family members who do love me have grown up and moved out. They’re both in the Airforce now so I can’t talk to them that much. I have four friends who have kept me from going insane. I can get snotty sometimes too, and that doesn’t help my case at all. I get yelled at alot and I’m starting to close up and not talk to anyone, fearing that they’re not gonna like what I’m going to say. I’m plunging into a state of depression. I can’t get a boyfriend and I can’t stop being hated by family members.
THe boyfriend bit, thats not a given . Seems to always be a suprise thing.
As for the rest- indeed, a bit of depression can set in from things like that- ....and i should know, of all people- but anyway..
I take it you’re in high-school? Once you get out of high school, things will rapidly change....for you. YOu’ll see more of the world, you will have a lot more freedom...and how things are at the moment, won’t be the case any longer...
Something you should know...there are good people in the world...it seems impossible because so many school people are like that , and at the moment your parents seemingly aren’t too positive...
Yet, there’s more to things than the “world” you’re in at the moment.
The odds that things won’t be this dismal aren’t just possible, but probable.
Yeah the principle here is a homophobic douche bag. And most school days are bad but I make the best of them and fun something fun to do with them.
As for sanity.. *looks at self* cant help you there lol. We are all slowly going insane. I blame the government.
THe boyfriend bit, thats not a given . Seems to always be a suprise thing.
As for the rest- indeed, a bit of depression can set in from things like that- ....and i should know, of all people- but anyway..
I take it you’re in high-school? Once you get out of high school, things will rapidly change....for you. YOu’ll see more of the world, you will have a lot more freedom...and how things are at the moment, won’t be the case any longer...
Something you should know...there are good people in the world...it seems impossible because so many school people are like that , and at the moment your parents seemingly aren’t too positive...
Yet, there’s more to things than the “world” you’re in at the moment.
The odds that things won’t be this dismal aren’t just possible, but probable.
Yeah I’m a freshman this year so I still have 3 years to go...it’s gonna go slow... I’ll try to endure it though.
I have an iPod touch... That’s what I’m using right now, but I don’t have music on it I had to restore my iPod cuz it had something wrong with it and when I did that I lost all my music.
Mecha Agent Turtle 00T wrote:
that sucks not trying to be rude but if u overweight that slims ur chances down unless u can find someone with a weird fetish
I’m not that skinny, but I’m not overweight either. Kinda in between.
Mecha Agent Turtle 00T wrote:
that sucks not trying to be rude but if u overweight that slims ur chances down unless u can find someone with a weird fetish
I’m not that skinny, but I’m not overweight either. Kinda in between.
Mecha Agent Turtle 00T wrote:
that sucks not trying to be rude but if u overweight that slims ur chances down unless u can find someone with a weird fetish
I’m not that skinny, but I’m not overweight either. Kinda in between.
I had to restore my iPod cuz it had something wrong with it and when I did that I lost all my music.
