You guys know what. Every single one of us who drops a line on this site is equal to any other. What an incredible feeling, to be equal, with no conditions and no inferiority. This is a hard concept to grasp when you are constantly in the company of supercillious friends and acquiantainces. Being a freshman in college, I get lonely a lot more than I used to. Feeling alone and isolated has taken a harsh toll on my hope for filling “the empty space." You know, the heavy chest and the tense gut, thats “the empty space." Well, right now I feel lonely. I feel by myself, and I feel like no one really cares. You see, I think I felt so bad about feeling lonely before because no one was around to keep my mind occupied. When we are bored and alone is often the time that we spend looking into ourselves, and I couldn’t be satisfied with the self that I faced. Once I focused on changing myself into who I want to be, it became easier to be alone every time. The lonliness isn’t caused by a lack of attention, or a lack of communication. It’s brought on by low self-esteem, and until we rightfully accept ourselves and sieze our opportunity to produce change in ourselves, we will continue to wander aimlessly, searching for answers that we already have. So dont be lonely guys, just enjoy how real, how unique, and how capable you really are.
I wish I could explain my appreciation for all of the times that the posts on this site have helped me through nights like tonight. Best wishes to all who read this! God bless.