i am lonely will anyone speak to me

anyoneoutthere wrote: I found this site like most of you did....was crying, feeling desperate and typed i am so lonely into google. I am so lonely most of the time that I feel as though I cannot breathe. I have absolutely no friends. I live in the same town I was born in....and stil no one. I used to have friends, lots of them, but slowly they all chose to exit my life. I am married, but I often question if my husband really loves me. Most of the time it feels like we are just roommates, two strangers living together. I constantly ask myself why I have no friends. Why do I feel so unbearably alone. People must not like me. The only common denominator is me.

dont think people dont like you im like you i have been married 25 years and we are like strangers i some times wounder if we know what love is

Isnt it strange that there are so many people in this world, and so many of us are lonely? In this age of modern technology that is meant to help us stay in touch, we are becoming more isolated.
I, like many of you, typed “I am lonely” into google as it was the only thing I could think of. And its the truth. I have friends, and a good job, and a family whom I see often, but I feel so alone sometimes. My heart was broken a while ago, and I dont think I’ll ever get over it. I gave everything and now I feel empty. I miss having someone to hug, to talk to, to comfort me when I’m sad, to laugh with, to care for etc. Its hard at night when I lay awake and wish I could talk to someone, but three a.m calls are not that popular with my friends. I’m crying as I write this, mainly as I wouldnt wish loneliness on anyone, yet so many people feel the same. In real life, I’m a little shy, and I dont trust easily, I find it hard to strike up conversations with just anyone. I wish I could though, I wish I was braver and wasnt so alone.

little princess wrote:

anyoneoutthere wrote: I found this site like most of you did....was crying, feeling desperate and typed i am so lonely into google. I am so lonely most of the time that I feel as though I cannot breathe. I have absolutely no friends. I live in the same town I was born in....and stil no one. I used to have friends, lots of them, but slowly they all chose to exit my life. I am married, but I often question if my husband really loves me. Most of the time it feels like we are just roommates, two strangers living together. I constantly ask myself why I have no friends. Why do I feel so unbearably alone. People must not like me. The only common denominator is me.

dont think people dont like you im like you i have been married 25 years and we are like strangers i some times wounder if we know what love is

Welcome back little princess!

cant believe that by typing “am so lonely” I actually found a response! well my case is nothing really... i have not lost a boyfriend or lost a job (even though am now between jobs!) but i just felt empty inside... all i can do is just let go of one deep sigh.... empty and lonely.

its the same here. its 3:30am and there is no one to call. I do not think that i should call my friends now as well. i sort of know what u r talking about as i have gone through a heartbreak before. i found that it gets easier in the morning but as the night comes it becomes harder. i think over time things somehow become better... the heart somehow heals, but it is the loneliness that is hard to beat sometimes. it will get better i hope.

Its strange, and i suppose a little cathartic to see so many people here.
Google for me also. Although I typed in 'how do i stop being so lonely' so at least I get proactively credit
:-)
I used to have a lot of friends once, but now, at midnight in Britain’s second city, I am more or less alone.
And it makes me feel like life is totally pointless. Just an unrolling of wrinkles.

I guess i must just be a difficult person these days.

hey little princess hope you come back soon i really miss you,,meanwhile take care

Her beliefs hidden from most
Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life....

Hey!
You can be alone without being lonely,you can be with someone and be lonely!!?Everyone`s been alone sometime,and
I wouldn`t trust anyone that was never lonely,anyway!!
Lonely people aren`t an exception — lonely people are the norm!!
Now ,is a good time to reflect about our bad judgements,callousness,personal faillings!!
I`m alone,big deal!So what!At least,I won`t hurt anyone!

There must be no lonely people in '07

I also searched google on this. It sort of nice to find out that I am not the only lonely person out there. I guess this is as good as anyplace to spill it out. I will probably never meet anybody here and if I did, we probably would not know each other. I am a 37yr old male. I really should not be lonely though, But I am. I have a great job and for the most part I have been successfull in life. I imagine by the outside looking in some people would envy me. I lead a good honest life. I am married to a great wife. She loves me. She has a great career. She’ll do anything for me. I would do anything for her. I love her very much and I try to be the best I can be for her. I don’t know if she relize I try that hard. But I really do. I have a great daughter who desprately tries to make me laugh. She’s beautiful inside and out. Christ she’s six and I wish I was like her. She’s strong and confident she is also loving and caring. She’s determined and relentless. She’s peaceful and glowing. Me I try to be all those things but just never seem to get there. I try to be funny when I really want to do is curl up into a ball and cry. I feel empty inside. Life just seems so hard. I never thought it would really be like this. I have friends. There really good friends too. I amjust never myself around them. I try to be cheerful and happy around them and they buy it for the most part. I have one friend that every once in a while I think he see’s threw it. But he never really says anything or leads on he knows. I know my wife and daught don’t know. I try to keep them away from the lonely me. I am chipper and happy. My wife will never know the countless nights I have watched her sleep. Some times I want to talk to her when she sleeps and tell her how I feel inside. I never do cause I am afraid she may wake up and hear me. My daughter certainly doesn’t know. She thinks I am a hero of some sort. In her eyes I am tough. and strong. I am fun and funny. I am cuddelly and warm. I am afraid it would change the way she looks at me and the way she thinks of me If she every really saw the true me. I feel so different from everybody else. I feel I think differently. I feel I veiw the world in a totally different perspective. I could stand in the middle of thousand people and still feel I am different. Like I am watch in this all from a televison. Inside I am the guy in the corner of the room at the party. The song that discribes the way I feel the best is Superman by Five For Fighting. Well it’s three o’clock in the morning. I really should try to sleep. Tomarrow always comes so early. Goodnight everybody. Who ever you might be.

I also searched google on this. It sort of nice to find out that I am not the only lonely person out there. I guess this is as good as anyplace to spill it out. I will probably never meet anybody here and if I did, we probably would not know each other. I am a 37yr old male. I really should not be lonely though, But I am. I have a great job and for the most part I have been successfull in life. I imagine by the outside looking in some people would envy me. I lead a good honest life. I am married to a great wife. She loves me. She has a great career. She’ll do anything for me. I would do anything for her. I love her very much and I try to be the best I can be for her. I don’t know if she relize I try that hard. But I really do. I have a great daughter who desprately tries to make me laugh. She’s beautiful inside and out. Christ she’s six and I wish I was like her. She’s strong and confident she is also loving and caring. She’s determined and relentless. She’s peaceful and glowing. Me I try to be all those things but just never seem to get there. I try to be funny when I really want to do is curl up into a ball and cry. I feel empty inside. Life just seems so hard. I never thought it would really be like this. I have friends. There really good friends too. I amjust never myself around them. I try to be cheerful and happy around them and they buy it for the most part. I have one friend that every once in a while I think he see’s threw it. But he never really says anything or leads on he knows. I know my wife and daught don’t know. I try to keep them away from the lonely me. I am chipper and happy. My wife will never know the countless nights I have watched her sleep. Some times I want to talk to her when she sleeps and tell her how I feel inside. I never do cause I am afraid she may wake up and hear me. My daughter certainly doesn’t know. She thinks I am a hero of some sort. In her eyes I am tough. and strong. I am fun and funny. I am cuddelly and warm. I am afraid it would change the way she looks at me and the way she thinks of me If she every really saw the true me. I feel so different from everybody else. I feel I think differently. I feel I veiw the world in a totally different perspective. I could stand in the middle of thousand people and still feel I am different. Like I am watch in this all from a televison. Inside I am the guy in the corner of the room at the party. The song that discribes the way I feel the best is Superman by Five For Fighting. Well it’s three o’clock in the morning. I really should try to sleep. Tomarrow always comes so early. Goodnight everybody. Who ever you might be.

My father left my family when i was 6, driven mad by my abusive alcoholic, but well intended and ultra hard working mother mother. Oh white folk blues...

I was raised by computers. Constantly beaten as a child and pressured with christian morality, i became manipulative to survive, failed through 12 years of school, snooZed and lost my epic high school crush, lied to my friends, began abusing marijuana in an attempt to self medicate.

I’m broke, in debt, and behind on rent. I always look around the room, and i’m the only one looking around. I avert my eyes when i make eye contact more often than not. I’m so fucking lonely whist in a crowd. I’m pedantic and long winded.

I love philosophy and astronomical physics. I hate this confined world of situation. I hate that I am corporeal. I evaporate and am diluted into the air you’re breathing.

I remember the 4th of July when I carried you forever, i was shaking, my weakness evident. I saw stars and stripes in your eyes. Grasp your hips to help your balance, I was too laZy to forge magic for you. I was.

What the hell is the fabric of existance and how does it get off? I am probability. Probably. Two buck chuck. What happens when we stop loving flesh and our medium evolves? Is it a numbers game or a definition game?

Why do you visit my dreams when i already pipe dream about you all day? Do you wake up and cry when reality fades away as a dream and your only perfect is washed away? Do you want me to hold you?

Is disneyland a dream? Is that why you want to be a princess, why you’re so violent? Raging silence, furious depression, infinite sorrow iris crawlspace into your brain. What would our kids be like? Why am i so craZy? Why, I am so craZy.

kicktown@gmail.com

I must like it rough. Talk dirty to me, I think you’re lieing otherwise.

I’ll play you something on guitar, wish it were piano. Theres no misunderstanding in vibrations: I want you to tremble with timbre.

n/t

Reema wrote: its the same here. its 3:30am and there is no one to call. I do not think that i should call my friends now as well. i sort of know what u r talking about as i have gone through a heartbreak before. i found that it gets easier in the morning but as the night comes it becomes harder. i think over time things somehow become better... the heart somehow heals, but it is the loneliness that is hard to beat sometimes. it will get better i hope.

Thanks Reema, its funny how a few kind words from a stranger can make me feel a little better. I know everyone feels lonely for their own reasons, but most of us can appreciate at least one other person’s situation here.

I am so lonely. Apparently it’s bad enough I googled loneliness in hope of some almighty cure from the gods of Google. I’m only 20 and I live in Bouldr near the college campus. I feel like at this time in my life I shouldn’t feel so alone, I should have a giganic network of friends (like I used too) but I don’t. I don’t really have anyone right now. I decided not to call thses girls (friends) i’d been hanging out with to see if they’d call me first, but it’s been like two weeks and not a single call. I got my heart stomped on and I don’t know if I’ll ever find someone like him again. Any good friends I have left either don’t live in boulder or (the one who does) is the bussiest person alive and has no time for me, not to mention she said she doesn’t want me to call her when I’m sad anymore...I’m so alone.

i have friends but they arent really my friends, just people i see.
i have boyfriends but they only use me for sex,
i have a family but they all think im clinically insane (which im not...)
i have health? no its failing quickly...
I wish someone would just pay attention to me for once. i mean, i can walk up right beside two people talking and they wont even notice me. if someone calls and asks “whos aound?" my name is never metioned. its lonely waiting for someone to call. its meloncholy to crave human touch. its sad when you realize you’re alone and always have been.
but.
it especially hurts when you realize no one cares enough to come pick you up in the cold weather at night. in fact as i type this, i am at a cyber cafe that closes in 20 minutes, no call from the people who were going to pick me up. miles from home. 40 degrees and raining outside. i wish there was just someone around to play cards with....

I am lonely as well. Kinda sad but... yea.

I am lonely as well. Kinda sad but... yea.

somegirlwhoyouwillneverknow wrote: i have friends but they arent really my friends, just people i see.
i have boyfriends but they only use me for sex,
i have a family but they all think im clinically insane (which im not...)
i have health? no its failing quickly...
I wish someone would just pay attention to me for once. i mean, i can walk up right beside two people talking and they wont even notice me. if someone calls and asks “whos aound?" my name is never metioned. its lonely waiting for someone to call. its meloncholy to crave human touch. its sad when you realize you’re alone and always have been.
but.
it especially hurts when you realize no one cares enough to come pick you up in the cold weather at night. in fact as i type this, i am at a cyber cafe that closes in 20 minutes, no call from the people who were going to pick me up. miles from home. 40 degrees and raining outside. i wish there was just someone around to play cards with....

I would play cards with you. Seriously.