Found this after googling “I’m so lonely." I try not to feel sorry for myself but I had rehearsal today and it always makes me more emotional afterwards...
I’ve been in love with the same person for the last three years, and the thing is, it just makes me hate myself sometimes because I know that even though I think about him constantly (even though I try not to) he probably doesn’t think of me at all.
Damn, I’m pathetic.
I know I will move on some day. I’d like to meet somebody good and kind who gets me and loves me too. But why do I always feel somehow that I’m just not worth it? Where does that bullshit feeling come from?
I have lots of friends and an amazing family who love me. But still there’s a big gaping hole in my heart.
I know my problem is nothing compared to all the craziness in this world. So I try my best to be a good, loving person and move on. No one knows my secret, but when everyone’s asleep, there are times when I listen to sad songs and cry....
Damn, I’m pathetic.
So there you go. My secret. No one knows I’m lonely. I think my friends would be shocked.
I hope someday I’ll find someone who will take his place. He’s not even so great. He left me. So why do I still give a shit?
papamidnite420 wrote:
and i know all about ss powers and they r like the greek gods but the gold saints only have that gold armor which is givin by zeus...
Nitya wrote:
It’s Christmas in Thailand.
As usual I’ll be spending it alone.
But I’d like to give a warm HUG to all those feeling lonely tonight...
Merry Christmas!!!!!!! May you all believe that you are a part of something, if only we look beyond ourselve. May all of you find happiness tonight.
To my friends in here...hi guys...its been a while but doesn’t mean I haven’t been thinking of you.....*Brian*...just saying your name makes me smile.....*the_pain*....we’ll talk soon....*pls*...how are things...and *dancingclayman*, *mimi*, *etain*...missed you....*bord/pluto*.....*Tyreaus*..*hannah*...*mezza*....wish you all a very Merry Christmas....live the moment.
Hope your having a good crimbo,, if not I hope your going to have the best possible crimbo,, Good to see such friendly farces on hear
Haha.. Google is freaky! I was bored and kind of lonely.. Okay, well, I was pissed off at first and lonely and I typed this in just to get my mind off of things, but wow.. I didn’t think it was possible with so many people feeling crappy as well! Well, the majority anyways. My family thinks I have chemical imbalance but the real case here is just them. They drive me to my walls! I am hardly ever like that moody around other people... That is in case they do happen to get on my nerves, but not hardly! I am often out and about to keep it less dramatic at home. Life with them sucks balls. You love them, you hate them. Gets quite annoying at the most point.
ah, Pain - Pluto says you’re fibbing ... but I can imagine that dating in India would be difficult.
Well, I’m from the States - the New York/New Jersey area.
Pluto, where do you live?
I think a lot of my questions right now revolve around everyone who’s been a member for a while - you guys all seem to know each other really well.
Anyway, I just appreciate having people to talk with - you’ll notice I haven’t put up any depressing posts in a few days ... but maybe that means I’m about due lol
Cruz wrote:
ah, Pain - Pluto says you’re fibbing ... but I can imagine that dating in India would be difficult.
Well, I’m from the States - the New York/New Jersey area.
Pluto, where do you live?
I think a lot of my questions right now revolve around everyone who’s been a member for a while - you guys all seem to know each other really well.
Anyway, I just appreciate having people to talk with - you’ll notice I haven’t put up any depressing posts in a few days ... but maybe that means I’m about due lol
lol, My bad, I was the one doing the fibbing, Sorry bot dat, just I had a bit to drink, just having fun.
Well what I have heard from my friend The_pain dating in India is very difficult. I don’t get many dates hear in the UK, (England) so am glad I don’t live in India and not just cos of the dates but cos the climate is just to hot over there.
Hay! if you need to let stuff out dude you just go ahead and do it. God knows I have on hear a nuff times, I found this place just like you and the fist person to speak to me was The_pain lol He kinder took the piss out of my grammar in a friendly way tho.
Also I was very drunk last night and don’t remember somethings, That is the fist time that happened to me and I don’t even think I drunk that much. In fact the last thing I do remember is inviting The_pain over to stay and then him saying bye cos I was drunk,,, well any way boy (pain) I well speak to you about that later and btw I meant it actually. There is a lot of BS said when drunk but sometimes a lot of truth as well. I may have been drunk but the offer still stands. I well mail you when I got moor time, I gotta go do some shit for now.. laters
good old pluto,,yes that resembles you!!! to invite people to live with you,,and why not? its true the pain is a great guy,and so are you,,,,id like very much to meet both of you,,and phil too of course,,so if you do have him live there that would be killing 2 birds with one stone
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Il est 20h. Je suis la, devant cet écran. Je suis seul dans notre maison.
Un mois et demi qu’elle m’a annoncé qu’elle ne voulais plus continuer. Je pense tellement a elle.
Elle me manque.
C'était le 17 Novembre
Le pire weekend de ma vie. Et deux jours après, elle envoyait un message à son copain d’aujourd’hui et commençant par “Voilà, c’est fait”!
Mon dieu que la vie est dur. Que c’est dur d’oublier.
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