i am lonely will anyone speak to me

Joining the club.. wrote: If life is full of ups and downs..When do the ups come?
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When we put both feet solid on the 'down', and stand 'up' for something worth more to us than only ourselves.

**cries** ill get over this i always do

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

Archangel Azrael wrote:

Treenymph wrote:

Archangel Azrael wrote:

Treenymph wrote:
oh skully...you’re really into every moment which is good...but can sometimes take away from the bigger picture. It’s nice you’re taking care of your girl

yeah, i care for her more than anything, and i want her to be the happiest ever.
she is everything to me
i think i finally figured out what im going to get her for her birthday too
just have to get half of it okayed with her mom and stepdad, which should be okay, since it would also be from them

Bithdays are fun!
Mmmm..mine’s comeing up sorta soon

my gfs is August 11th.
just need to get a job so i can afford it...

thinking of getting her a promise ring. she said she would love one, i told her id probably get her one around spring-time, but that was just a cover up lol
other half of it is being able to stay down there for a week or 2 around her birthday.. just gotta get her parents to agree..
then im thinking of getting her a used 360 for christmas, since thats what she keeps asking for lol.

That is a lot for one occassion Az. Keep it simple or it will seem like your trying too hard. Sure being there will be great but you don’t have to get her both a promise ring and a 360. One or the other will suffice.

mimi38 wrote: **cries** ill get over this i always do

whats up mimi? wanna talk about it?

mimi38 wrote: **cries** ill get over this i always do

Whats wrong mimi?

just wish i could stop caring all together :'(

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

mimi38 wrote: just wish i could stop caring all together :'(

What happened? Fathers day?

I don’t understand, would you mind sharing Mimi?

i dunno what i did wrong wish i did

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

mimi38 wrote: i dunno what i did wrong wish i did

Gah.. I am so confused.

i keep getting abandoned

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

mimi38 wrote: i keep getting abandoned

By your children? the fathers of your children? lovers? people in general?

.ViiZiiONZz wrote:

mimi38 wrote: i keep getting abandoned

By your children? the fathers of your children? lovers? people in general?

people not the fathers of my kids i left them but i mean i can talk with someone for a long time believe he or she is my friend then no news **pouf** they are gone with no explanation

at least do i deserve an explanation if did do something wrong or if they are just sick of me damn have a little respect and tell me

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

mimi38 wrote:

.ViiZiiONZz wrote:

mimi38 wrote: i keep getting abandoned

By your children? the fathers of your children? lovers? people in general?

people not the fathers of my kids i left them but i mean i can talk with someone for a long time believe he or she is my friend then no news **pouf** they are gone with no explanation

at least do i deserve an explanation if did do something wrong or if they are just sick of me damn have a little respect and tell me

Why don’t you try to get in contact with them?

i do but they just stop contact abruptly

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

mimi38 wrote: i do but they just stop contact abruptly

Well if that is the case then perhaps they are not worth speaking to?

.ViiZiiONZz wrote:

mimi38 wrote: i do but they just stop contact abruptly

Well if that is the case then perhaps they are not worth speaking to?

**kicks butt** yeah perhaps :'(

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.

i may not be the best person around but i have never done this to no one and i do think i am owed respect,,that is all im asking.

hey for crissakes i have not killed no one nor have i called anyone names i have always been respectful, yess i am not very patient wen i wait for people but i can not be perfect i don’t want to be either..






erm on a funnier note: the spam prevention for this one was trolling juice hehe

butterfly wrote:

Archangel Azrael wrote:

Treenymph wrote:

Archangel Azrael wrote:

Treenymph wrote:
oh skully...you’re really into every moment which is good...but can sometimes take away from the bigger picture. It’s nice you’re taking care of your girl

yeah, i care for her more than anything, and i want her to be the happiest ever.
she is everything to me
i think i finally figured out what im going to get her for her birthday too
just have to get half of it okayed with her mom and stepdad, which should be okay, since it would also be from them

Bithdays are fun!
Mmmm..mine’s comeing up sorta soon

my gfs is August 11th.
just need to get a job so i can afford it...

thinking of getting her a promise ring. she said she would love one, i told her id probably get her one around spring-time, but that was just a cover up lol
other half of it is being able to stay down there for a week or 2 around her birthday.. just gotta get her parents to agree..
then im thinking of getting her a used 360 for christmas, since thats what she keeps asking for lol.

That is a lot for one occassion Az. Keep it simple or it will seem like your trying too hard. Sure being there will be great but you don’t have to get her both a promise ring and a 360. One or the other will suffice.

yeah, might save one for christmas and use the other for her birthday

blessthefates!

On the up side Zen buddhism states that life is underpinned by suffering so we’re all getting something right!

Thought I’m probably never going to come back to this thread, thought I’d share my sick, sad story as well.

As soon as I decided to hunker down and get serious with my life, I stopped partying, I stopped all social progress for the sake of looking after myself, and now I have lost my dear friends, my family hates me because I’ve decided against having children or becoming a doctor, I gave up a great job for school and started smoking to feel something from the past. I have a shit job that pays minimum wage for 8 hours a week, no one will give me chance for a job because I never finished school because I cannot afford it. I have no money to go to bars or social gatherings, and all the confidence and momentum I had before is gone.

It’s been over 2 years since this has happened, and now I’m posting an anonymous entry to random onlookers who I will never hear from. I don’t see why Christians and other do-goodies get freaked out about suicidals when they adamantly refuse to help out people in need of friendship unless they give in to their Religion. Contradictory bullshit. Wish I could have been born in the future - the beginning of true civilization when Religious nonsense is dead.