Dam I miss this girl. . Or missed to be more exact. . she is now a drug addict, and plus I moved away from all my friends, but not even like that far, but they dont even call me to hang out anymore. . I have no brothers and sisters, and the only family member I have left is my mother. I am lonely. There is noone in this world left for me... at least that I know currently. Its crazy how everything you know and love can just suddenly be gone one day with you sitting there asking yourself, why?
Dam I miss this girl. . Or missed to be more exact. . she is now a drug addict, and plus I moved away from all my friends, but not even like that far, but they dont even call me to hang out anymore. . I have no brothers and sisters, and the only family member I have left is my mother. I am lonely. There is noone in this world left for me... at least that I know currently. Its crazy how everything you know and love can just suddenly be gone one day with you sitting there asking yourself, why?
DUB wrote:
Dam I miss this girl. . Or missed to be more exact. . she is now a drug addict, and plus I moved away from all my friends, but not even like that far, but they dont even call me to hang out anymore. . I have no brothers and sisters, and the only family member I have left is my mother. I am lonely. There is noone in this world left for me... at least that I know currently. Its crazy how everything you know and love can just suddenly be gone one day with you sitting there asking yourself, why?
Go to a lonely life .com but don’t tell them I sent you because you’ll be banned.
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Mimi ! I come here the same time you posting here Dat is a coincidence me Tinks. So much has changed since I gots here in my drunken state. but yet at the same times nothing has changed. God am so glad even though I am a little bit drunk am glad am not has depressed has I once was.
Sometimes life is hard. Gets dunk and try to hang ye self HA. tis what I did. Shit I forgot at the time I canny take me drink. Maybe that was lucky or NOT so lucky. who knows. But still we carry on and still I appear in this fucked up of a dark place in me drunken stat from time to time. Maybe I need it in my own fucked up way for comfort. Shit I should go buy a cuddly toy for comfort instead. Or maybe a dog. But for now The inter-webs and this bulmers cider is doing the Tricks
Peace all. When ye @ Rock bottom there is only one way to go.
Hey my friend, my apologies at not being around for you, and i’m sorry to hear that you have been so low . . . . . .
no, you are not gettin a hug no way !!!!!!!, but I don’t like to think anybody is so sad, especially friends.
I hope to catch up with you soon sir, I wish I had answers, but unfortunatly, I feel now i’m even more confused with things than i was before, yet I also feel im over-reacting to my own life, if that’s possible?...
don’t we all wish we could go back in time, if only once in our lives, to go back to what we can correct, maybe to fix what we have done or become ?
well i’ve had a beer, and i think i’m ok to rant for a bit, it’s been an especially rough day, though i do still feel lucky in all that I have.
But i’ve found I can hurt people so easily now, and as I try to stop it, i just talk myself further into a crappy hole.
Im not even sure what im saying tonight, so many thoughts and feelings going crazy inside - i really do need a kick up the ass to wake me, i just don’t want anybody to hurt any longer
time to go find sleep...and hope nothing silly appears in dreams, for gods sake, how many earthquakes can a person dream of ? lol
To everybody here, and especially to all my friends,.....
best wishes, and a good nights sleep to you all
(xxx where appropriate)
Phill, mate. I nearly did not see this. Well I have a real bad headache. Which is unusual for me. Its not something I normally suffer with. Was hard to take my head of the pillow this morning. And no I did not get drunk last night :P So ye am having a do nothing day. I think I been on me bike and out a bit to much. Time to relax I think.
Well actually I was not feeling to bad when I typed that. Well I was feeling a bit low and with no place to go an all that. But I was manly talking of the past. About 2 - 3 years ago when I first found this place. God I feel like crap to day. I think its all this rain where getting you know. I don’t think it dose my bones any good, must be getting old huh haha. Well I have been feeling really good just lately. All that exercise been doing me good. I think I just have to learn to past myself.
Well here is your kick up the arse
I don’t think you need a kick up the arse tho. I think you need to take it a little moor easy. All work and no play makes for a very dull day an all dat.
I think maybe you just need a change of environment. Something different to do.
And what are you doing apologizing to me for? You have nothing to apologise for. I got drunk, ranted and posted on some Internet forum, went to sleep then got up and made me self some tea to drink. Tis no big deal. Am sure if I was to had logged into MSN or mailed you then you would had been there to talk to at some point.
I don’t spend nowhere near has much time as I used to on line. Is a good thing I think. But I do leave the PC on all day most days. So am normally round or about. I well always get any mail you send my way. And I would always differently return a reply back to you.
No hug Come on now get here and give us a hug big man Good to see you here BTW.
DUB wrote:
Dam I miss this girl. . Or missed to be more exact. . she is now a drug addict, and plus I moved away from all my friends, but not even like that far, but they dont even call me to hang out anymore. . I have no brothers and sisters, and the only family member I have left is my mother. I am lonely. There is noone in this world left for me... at least that I know currently. Its crazy how everything you know and love can just suddenly be gone one day with you sitting there asking yourself, why?
Go to a lonely life .com but don’t tell them I sent you because you’ll be banned.
Am not feeling much love there myself to be honest with you. Plus your no longer allowed to say cunt apparently. Plus your not allowed to debate about religion. I mean WTF? A site that’s dedicated to lonely ppl and your not allowed to talk about religion. I mean how many ppl do you think have been lonely have bothered to pray for help? I would say probably moor then 90% of them.
I have always said that when am not able to express myself how I like I would walk. So I walked. To say how much of my time I gave to that place it is pretty much unbelievable of the lack of respect that is showed to me there.
So if your banned I would not worry about it to much.
How come the last post was in Oct. 2004? Are there no more lonely people left in the world?
Well, I am terribly lonely. I have a thousand friends and am lonely. I am married with two grown children and am lonely. No one really seems to really care about me. I am from a family of 7 children. My mother became serious ill and at the hospital my sisters got into a fight with me and now no one will talk to me. I still don’t understand what happened. My husband is a non-verbal and unaffectionate; though he is a nice man. What is a person to do?
I need help. I need somebody to talk with, as I feel lonely, badly!
I don’t have any place to live!Don’t even know where to go and rent a place, as I know, the loneliness would kill me.
34 years old,studied,worked,saved some money.immigrated to the us, had a very hard time to establish. And at the end,lonelier then before!
I make friends, but they all have their lives. And after a small talk, its understandable that they go back to their lives. And there I remain,lonelier then before.
NO job, NO home, NO friends, NO girlfriend, ...
But I came to the conclusion,that I have to learn to deal with my loneliness,even though it brought me anxiety and heart beat and ....
Unfortunately, don’t have the money for a psychic cancellor! So if somebody can help me, please write me an email, to start some sessions to talk.
I would even pay, once I find a job. BUt the problem is, I need the help now!!!
I need help. I need somebody to talk with, as I feel lonely, badly!
I don’t have any place to live!Don’t even know where to go and rent a place, as I know, the loneliness would kill me.
34 years old,studied,worked,saved some money.immigrated to the us, had a very hard time to establish. And at the end,lonelier then before!
I make friends, but they all have their lives. And after a small talk, its understandable that they go back to their lives. And there I remain,lonelier then before.
NO job, NO home, NO friends, NO girlfriend, ...
But I came to the conclusion,that I have to learn to deal with my loneliness,even though it brought me anxiety and heart beat and ....
Unfortunately, don’t have the money for a psychic cancellor! So if somebody can help me, please write me an email, to start some sessions to talk.
I would even pay, once I find a job. BUt the problem is, I need the help now!!!
thanks in advance
TONY
You are the exact same age has me.
Seems like ye a bit down on ye luck there mate.
What happend? Ye girl leave you?
Well I got no girl or job. I do have peeps I go out wid tho. And a nice enough place to leave. So I Guss its swings and round abouts.
It can be hard moving fro life alone. It can also give you a lot of freedom.
WOW when I typed in I am lonely I really didn’t expect this site... well I am lonely in a different way... I used to work in a busy enviroment b4 I had children then when my daughter was born we decided I’d stay home and raise her... during that time I unexpectedly got pregnant again and my X uped and left (for newer/ younger company when I was 7 and a half months gone) now he’s gone and even if i wanted to i can’t afford to go back to work with 2 kids under 5... my few friends are all mums and in relationships. so most of the time I find myself following my ground hog routine on my own. I have my girls for company and i love them more than anything in this world but away from them I am so very lonely... i can’t go out cause there is nobody to have the kids and my Mum friends don’t really go out... I have tried internet dating and ended up with a strange stalker so not going there again UGH what to do maybe just count myself lucky for what i do have and stop wallowing in what i don’t anyway thank you for reading lets hope we all find our soulmate before we give up hope.... ;o)
LOL My spam prevention word is Dementia are they trying to tell me something.
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Dat is a coincidence me Tinks. So much has changed since I gots here in my drunken state. but yet at the same times nothing has changed. God am so glad even though I am a little bit drunk am glad am not has depressed has I once was.
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