Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
I have a job and apartment
Bull - shit.
And grammar skills that could put a third grader to shame.
I have a job. But it doesn’t pay much, and I still live with my family. Unless I were emancipated or they disown me or something I have to live with them. I don’t live in Canada.
Your family lives in an apartment? Okay, clarify next time.
And no shit it doesn’t pay much, its you.
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Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
No, but I have a problem on how you reflect on it. Goddamn emo’s sobbing and feeling sorry for yourself, half the time they have the most perfect lives, and if your life is actually messed up, then fucking fix it. Buying black shit, wearing it, feeling sorry for yourself, writing gay poems, talking like a faggot, and cutting yourself isn’t going to make anything better.
In hard times, smile. Laugh. Listen to good music. Fix the problem. Have fun. Be positive. Don’t be a fucking emo.
The thing is, I AM an optimist. My life has just taken a horrible turn though.
Not to mention depression that runs deep in the family.
If you lived my life, you would hate it too.
But as soon as I leave this hell hole, I will be happy again. My months with Kristen was the first time I was happy in my entire life.
Sorry if that sounds Emo. Don’t discriminate though.
Make the best of it then. Don’t know who this Kristen is, but you obviously know what I’m assuming. Move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Make the best of your friends, family, and free time. And try listening to the Beatles.
Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
I have a job and apartment
Bull - shit.
And grammar skills that could put a third grader to shame.
I have a job. But it doesn’t pay much, and I still live with my family. Unless I were emancipated or they disown me or something I have to live with them. I don’t live in Canada.
Your family lives in an apartment? Okay, clarify next time.
Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
I have a job and apartment
Bull - shit.
And grammar skills that could put a third grader to shame.
I have a job. But it doesn’t pay much, and I still live with my family. Unless I were emancipated or they disown me or something I have to live with them. I don’t live in Canada.
Your family lives in an apartment? Okay, clarify next time.
And no shit it doesn’t pay much, its you.
And that means?
It is you.. look at yourself?
I wouldn’t hire you, and if I did it would be to polish my shoes.
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Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
No, but I have a problem on how you reflect on it. Goddamn emo’s sobbing and feeling sorry for yourself, half the time they have the most perfect lives, and if your life is actually messed up, then fucking fix it. Buying black shit, wearing it, feeling sorry for yourself, writing gay poems, talking like a faggot, and cutting yourself isn’t going to make anything better.
In hard times, smile. Laugh. Listen to good music. Fix the problem. Have fun. Be positive. Don’t be a fucking emo.
The thing is, I AM an optimist. My life has just taken a horrible turn though.
Not to mention depression that runs deep in the family.
If you lived my life, you would hate it too.
But as soon as I leave this hell hole, I will be happy again. My months with Kristen was the first time I was happy in my entire life.
Sorry if that sounds Emo. Don’t discriminate though.
Make the best of it then. Don’t know who this Kristen is, but you obviously know what I’m assuming. Move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Make the best of your friends, family, and free time. And try listening to the Beatles.
Again, you do not understand the situation enough to judge. And sometimes, that whole fish in the sea cliche doesn’t work. And when my family doesn’t appreciate me at all, and I only have 2 friends (Kristen being one of those 2).
Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
I have a job and apartment
Bull - shit.
And grammar skills that could put a third grader to shame.
I have a job. But it doesn’t pay much, and I still live with my family. Unless I were emancipated or they disown me or something I have to live with them. I don’t live in Canada.
Your family lives in an apartment? Okay, clarify next time.
And no shit it doesn’t pay much, its you.
And that means?
It is you.. look at yourself?
I wouldn’t hire you, and if I did it would be to polish my shoes.
Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
No, but I have a problem on how you reflect on it. Goddamn emo’s sobbing and feeling sorry for yourself, half the time they have the most perfect lives, and if your life is actually messed up, then fucking fix it. Buying black shit, wearing it, feeling sorry for yourself, writing gay poems, talking like a faggot, and cutting yourself isn’t going to make anything better.
In hard times, smile. Laugh. Listen to good music. Fix the problem. Have fun. Be positive. Don’t be a fucking emo.
The thing is, I AM an optimist. My life has just taken a horrible turn though.
Not to mention depression that runs deep in the family.
If you lived my life, you would hate it too.
But as soon as I leave this hell hole, I will be happy again. My months with Kristen was the first time I was happy in my entire life.
Sorry if that sounds Emo. Don’t discriminate though.
Make the best of it then. Don’t know who this Kristen is, but you obviously know what I’m assuming. Move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Make the best of your friends, family, and free time. And try listening to the Beatles.
Again, you do not understand the situation enough to judge. And sometimes, that whole fish in the sea cliche doesn’t work. And when my family doesn’t appreciate me at all, and I only have 2 friends (Kristen being one of those 2).
Then make new friends. And if you don’t follow the fish in the sea cliche, then enjoy being single — oh wait, you won’t enjoy it, = your life more miserable, = the problem worse. If you don’t do anything, it’s just gonna get worse.
Which is what I mean by making the best of things.
Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
No, but I have a problem on how you reflect on it. Goddamn emo’s sobbing and feeling sorry for yourself, half the time they have the most perfect lives, and if your life is actually messed up, then fucking fix it. Buying black shit, wearing it, feeling sorry for yourself, writing gay poems, talking like a faggot, and cutting yourself isn’t going to make anything better.
In hard times, smile. Laugh. Listen to good music. Fix the problem. Have fun. Be positive. Don’t be a fucking emo.
The thing is, I AM an optimist. My life has just taken a horrible turn though.
Not to mention depression that runs deep in the family.
If you lived my life, you would hate it too.
But as soon as I leave this hell hole, I will be happy again. My months with Kristen was the first time I was happy in my entire life.
Sorry if that sounds Emo. Don’t discriminate though.
Make the best of it then. Don’t know who this Kristen is, but you obviously know what I’m assuming. Move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Make the best of your friends, family, and free time. And try listening to the Beatles.
Again, you do not understand the situation enough to judge. And sometimes, that whole fish in the sea cliche doesn’t work. And when my family doesn’t appreciate me at all, and I only have 2 friends (Kristen being one of those 2).
Then make new friends. And if you don’t follow the fish in the sea cliche, then enjoy being single — oh wait, you won’t enjoy it, = your life more miserable, = the problem worse. If you don’t do anything, it’s just gonna get worse.
Which is what I mean by making the best of things.
It is hard to make friends when half of the school has stabbed you in the back at one point in life and you have developed trust issues over the years.
Pagemaster wrote:
I dream of running away right now, too. I have a job and apartment and a family who appreciates what I do waiting for me 6 hours away, I just have to get down there. But it is for the best of my future to graduate.
I just hate my school. I hate how I am treated. My life has no meaning at this point. Just dreams and hopes for the future.
/EMOQUEER
Do you have a problem with the way my life is?
No, but I have a problem on how you reflect on it. Goddamn emo’s sobbing and feeling sorry for yourself, half the time they have the most perfect lives, and if your life is actually messed up, then fucking fix it. Buying black shit, wearing it, feeling sorry for yourself, writing gay poems, talking like a faggot, and cutting yourself isn’t going to make anything better.
In hard times, smile. Laugh. Listen to good music. Fix the problem. Have fun. Be positive. Don’t be a fucking emo.
The thing is, I AM an optimist. My life has just taken a horrible turn though.
Not to mention depression that runs deep in the family.
If you lived my life, you would hate it too.
But as soon as I leave this hell hole, I will be happy again. My months with Kristen was the first time I was happy in my entire life.
Sorry if that sounds Emo. Don’t discriminate though.
Make the best of it then. Don’t know who this Kristen is, but you obviously know what I’m assuming. Move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Make the best of your friends, family, and free time. And try listening to the Beatles.
Again, you do not understand the situation enough to judge. And sometimes, that whole fish in the sea cliche doesn’t work. And when my family doesn’t appreciate me at all, and I only have 2 friends (Kristen being one of those 2).
Then make new friends. And if you don’t follow the fish in the sea cliche, then enjoy being single — oh wait, you won’t enjoy it, = your life more miserable, = the problem worse. If you don’t do anything, it’s just gonna get worse.
Which is what I mean by making the best of things.
It is hard to make friends when half of the school has stabbed you in the back at one point in life and you have developed trust issues over the years.
Then befriend the other half. See where I’m going with this? POSITIVE
Pagemaster wrote:
It is hard to make friends when half of the school has stabbed you in the back at one point in life and you have developed trust issues over the years.
lolololol, do you blame them?
*I got a 8.5 inch penis, I want to be a writer so I can write about all the chicks who have left me or cheated on me, I have a face under my acne, I am an angel and you are nothing."
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Captain Cock wrote:
I feel that’s the only way I could live with no regret because my family, friends, and peers are holding me back from what I truly want to do. Especially my family. They look down upon what I truly want to do and thats why I never told them. Im positive they wont understand. but then If become successful at what I do then my little sister and brother will be exposed to what I truly am and have to be blocked from me, my lifestyle, and my career.
I didnt want to leave until I finished Highschool but Im just not sure now.
I could use some advice................
You’ll fail miserably without any support, stop playing those console emo games and get a job and finish school. Be fucking thankful your even noticable to people’s eye everyday.
Ok, back on topic ... everyone want to leave the situation they are in at some point in time. I myself have felt that if I were to leave everyone and start out again on my own that I would be happier, but realistically, we have to take care of our obligations. Some of us have family to take care of, and all of us would have bills to pay. So, unless you are independantly wealthy, or you plan to find a partner with money to take care of you (which defeats the purpose), you will need to finish school and get an income. Then, once you have a base, you can start pursuing your dreams.
Captain Cock wrote:
I feel that’s the only way I could live with no regret because my family, friends, and peers are holding me back from what I truly want to do. Especially my family. They look down upon what I truly want to do and thats why I never told them. Im positive they wont understand. but then If become successful at what I do then my little sister and brother will be exposed to what I truly am and have to be blocked from me, my lifestyle, and my career.
I didnt want to leave until I finished Highschool but Im just not sure now.
I could use some advice................
Pursue your goal after you got yourself an education. I mean you haven’t even finished high school yet? Think about it, at least finish high school, get certified to do something, at least SOMETHING then pursue your goal.
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Captain Cock wrote:
I feel that’s the only way I could live with no regret because my family, friends, and peers are holding me back from what I truly want to do. Especially my family. They look down upon what I truly want to do and thats why I never told them. Im positive they wont understand. but then If become successful at what I do then my little sister and brother will be exposed to what I truly am and have to be blocked from me, my lifestyle, and my career.
I didnt want to leave until I finished Highschool but Im just not sure now.
I could use some advice................
You’ll fail miserably without any support, stop playing those console emo games and get a job and finish school. Be fucking thankful your even noticable to people’s eye everyday.
