My Mum once told me never to get attached to someone for so long. Then she died. Funny thing that is, when I finally figured out my life, it swung around and whacked me in the stomach. I must say, this is one depressing subject, but it’s all I can think of since I’ve been here. Marsden creek, that is. And I’m proud to say for once, I’m not alone. I’m with my four best mates. It would be five, but Corrie was shot. I will never touch another gun as long as I live. And no, if you’re thinking I killed her, your wrong. It was the soldiers. That’s why were down here right now. Me, Matt, Fi, Lee and John. I don’t know what to do with myself lately. I’ve been too shocked to sleep, yet too tired to do anything constructive.