INaPICKLE Guest | Are you sitting comfortably ??, Are you sitting comfortably ??, OK then i’ll begin. About 7 years ago i met a girl, beautiful young lass, long dark hair, brown eyes, fair skin and with a kiss so warm and sweet, well a gentleman never tells. Loved her to pieces. We were together for about 9 months then we broke up, OK so i got dumped. She got it into her head that i didnt trust her anymore but i’m sure i gave her no reason to think this ?? 1 week later i heard that she was with someone else, i was gutted (heart broken). For months all i could think about was what had i done wrong, how much i missed her and how much i wanted her back. Anyways to cut a long story short 18 months ago (6 years later), im out on a weekend with the lads in newcastle, staying the weekend in a hotel, i’m probably the only one who did’nt find any romance that weekend. So i’m sat in the hotel room 3am on the clock wide awake feeling pretty lonely, watching some soppy movie on sky TV. Then it came to me why not text someone? looking through my phonebook found i still had her phone number, should i text her? Go for it i told myself. As i waited anxiousley for a reply i ended up falling asleep, however when i woke up what do you know i had a new message in my inbox, i was like a little kid on christmas morning could’nt open the message fast enough, it was from her, a warm felling came over me, Anyway again to cut a long story short we met up over coffee in town, started talking and what do you know she was single. We had a long heart to heart, she said she was glad i’d got in touch but she did’nt want anything just at the moment as she was’nt long out of a 4 year relationship, i said OK (but feeling pretty gutted) and that was really it we still talk and i see her from time to time. Since i got back in touch with her i have’nt really been bothered about meeting anyone else, must i still be in love with her after all this time ?? have i left too long to make a move on her now ?? will i ever meet anyone else or will i always feel that the only person i ever want to be with has gone and it’s all my own fault.
What a dilemma...what to do ??? |