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Shadowbane

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Well like I said, dozen some odd things...and what’s on my mind right now isn’t exactly the most optemistic thoughts to have...

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Well don’t carry stuff too much .. you will break down . Your still young , don’t take things too seriously

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Yes well I wish I could share your veiws but this is my life...and so far that’s how it’s going...

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No I understand what your saying and I know its your life . I’m not trying to patronize you , I am just saying make sure you stop and smell the roses every once in a while ..

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Like I said this is my life and so far it isn’t letting me stop to do that...if it is it’s for very short times...

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Nuh you control your life not vice versa ..

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Well explain to me how I’m supposed to stop and enjoy it?
Over anything I’m just pushing it till I’m out of school...personal reasons...
All the same as it is I can never seem to find time to enjoy life...maybe cause I’m not exactly happy right now I dunno...

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I know obviously theres highs and lows in life right ? But I believe that its your choice on just how long your dwell on the lows for . I mean you might see things in your life , and just accept them for what they are instead of thinking , “why me ? Why this ? etc."
I don’t know I guess I am just a positive person .. but believe me there are just times when everythings crap and the last thing I want to do is be happy . But I hate feeling this way so I have my time to feel like crap , then I either move on and accept it for what it is or just deal with it sort of thing .
I always think of the fact of theres always someone out there thats worse off than I .. starving children in the streets gets me . Then I don’t feel so bad afterall .
But anyhoo , my point is your still a teenager .. you have a whooollee life infront of you to worry about bills , gas , house payments ,etc . But right now I don’t think its supposed to be this hard on you .

Shadowbane

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Yea well this is me we’re talking about too...meh I’ve lasted this long and survived through a living hell in the process along with my mother betraying me I think the rest of grade school shouldn’t be too hard...

Shadowbane

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Least this time I have a bit more help then before, has it’s cons too but still helps...
Wait...why are we talking about this again?

Shadowbane

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*eye twitches*
Goldenraptor if you are here can you talk to Deathspartan117 on the lonely thread, please?

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were talking about it because you can

haha well you just remember that some times lifes a bitch , but thats just the way it goes . It will get better .

Plus you have a bunch of people that are here for u .

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Tyreaus, I respected you as a leader when you were a mod. You still and always will be. Oh and what is it you have against Duriel eh?

Shadowbane

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Yea I know...I’ve heard it all before...

Shadowbane

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I’m no leader for one...nor am I really into that kind of responsibility...(gap between admin and moderator is considerably smaller than in some other forums...)
And with Duriel...lets just say he pushed me a little to hard sometimes...(via my emotions and the end result, well the possiblility, wasn’t pretty either...*shivers* besides that one time, he constantly tries to piss me off and I’m not one for doing that at him...)

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Duriel never does stop untill I do get angry at him, and even then he continues to press it farther cause he likes it, and he’s a cool guy and all and I don’t like to get pissed off at anyone but he just pushes it farther and farther and needless to say that one time didn’t turn out so well...instead of getting angry at him I got angry at myself, and, well if you can do the math: knife+throat...*shivers harshly*

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I know him in real life, next time I go to his house I’ll whip his ass for you.

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Yea I don’t know if you caught my last post there...added on a bit more to the story...not like it’ll matter he’ll be back to his routine again...as usual...

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You cut yourself because of him?

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naaaaaaa he was just going to slit his own throat