I don't want to be here anymore

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I’ve tried so hard to be happy after Amithist’s death. I was about to give up when a friend came to my aid. Then I met Andrailia a gril just like Amithist....and I thought My prayers came true I thought I found the one i’ve been searching for for so long. And I have...but now.... I feel like I should die.... Andrailia means the world to me. But I want her to be happy and I don’t thik she is with me So to all my friends..... I guess I’m saying good bye.

Travis, Shay, Etain, Silver, and everyone else...I’m sorry....I have to go you can try to help...doubt it will do much good though

Last edited 30 Aug 2006 12:49 pm by Dark Dream - Elizabeth

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Elizabeth - don’t kill yourself. Trust me it’s not worth it. I know right now you feel that the pain won’t end - believe me I know. But no one can see what the future holds or what will become of their life. Don’t throw it all away when you don’t know whether you could end up having a good life.

Also, if you love Andrailia - think of what it would do to her if you killed yourself. Think of the pain you feel about Amithist - do you want to inflict that pain on someone else?

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NO! but.... I don’t know she’s the reason why I want to do this....I’m just so confused

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Goodbye

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Do you mean she’s hurt you and that’s why you feel the way you do?

Please also call a suicide hotline. People there are trained to help - and it is confidential.

Last edited 30 Aug 2006 04:55 pm by Etain

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NO I hurt her... I caused her pain and I don’t want to cause anymore

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You think killing yourself is going to help anything?
You kill yourself you’re just going to cause her even more pain, probably a lot more pain than you ever will in your lifetime.

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she probably doesn’t even love me.....iono..... I’m just so confused

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you loved her .. she passed on . Thats that , life goes on and you probably will always have a soft spot for her .

But killing youself is nooott going to solve anything .. nothing at all .

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Why the hell is everyone suddenly acting like this... So someone died... get over it... lot’s of people in your lifetime are going to die... If you can’t deal with it then you never will survive...

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I don’t know ?

Elizabeth its life .. people live & people die . But just because someone dies doesn’t mean you have to end your life aswel .. could you imagine if this started a chain reaction ? You’d kill yourself , inflict the same pain onto someone else ..

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THE PERSON WHO DIED - YOU BASTERD - WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! SO......just get the fuck out

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I’d take this advice aswel elizabeth ..

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Elizabeth I know you’re in a lot of pain, but killing yourself is not the answer.

And I would guess that because you’re here talking to us that you just want the pain to end, but that you don’t really want to die.

Please call the hotline. You need to talk to someone who is qualified to help you.

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I don’t need a fucking “suicide hotline” ok? What I need is some fucking balance in my life. Any more of this shit that’s going on and I’m seriously fucking died....I just need Andra to under stand me...like amithist did.....

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Elizabeth we’re trying to help you .. you’re the one that made this topic , we’re posting advice . Calling a hotline is some advice , take it or leave it .

Other than that I don’t know what else you want us to say ..?

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Ok Elizabeth. I am trying to be compassionate here and trying to help you. But when you start swearing at me, that’s when I stop.

You posted this and asked for help. And then you start turning on anyone who is doing what you asked.

Last edited 30 Aug 2006 05:11 pm by Etain

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OMFG suicide topic after suicide topic when is this constant emo bombardment going to end
its not like were all highly trianed therapists if your going to kill yourself go get real help

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I LOST FIVE FUCKING CLOSE FAMILY MEMBERS IN TWO YEARS SO DON’T ACT LIKE YOUR THE ONLY ONE...

Do you have any idea how many damn funerals I have been to while I have been in high school... don’t talk to me like that... at least that person just died... you didn’t have to watch them waste away... you didn’t have to see them lose their personality and their dreams and their life...

hell I was sad... but I kept going... you have to...