Regular Rep: 0  Joined: 16 Oct 2005 Posts: 249 OFFLINE | And I’m generally not the optomist of the group,lol , I know there is a lot of pain in a lot of your lives, some have lost people close to you.... others like me are just plain nuts & depressed (not a good combo), but really it isn’t worthwhile to kill yourself, it usually brings just more suffering into the world, and I know something for a fact, you’ll just be reincarnated again in this place, so don’t bother with it... unless you like pain or something, cause death is painful I’ve tried on several occassions, it hurts like hell, and more then likely worse the closer you get to it....
If nothing else to live for, think of life as insane curosity, try to learn as much as you can about the weirdness going on in the world, cause you know you haven’t the slightest clue about just how gigantic this world really is.
Depressed boredom doesn’t help most people in this situation, try to find something interesting to do, or learn.... about something important, not like academic nonsense like math but real meanings of life and shit like that... you know there is so much to this world that the majority of you are blind to because you just can’t see, don’t be so suprised that many mythical fantasy creatures existed and still do (perhaps not exactly the way we think they do), the world is a complicated place, we don’t focus on the quote unbelievable /end quote because we feel more comfortable thinking our worldview is correct, but don’t disbelieve everything you hear, cause the Supernatural is real, not everybody experiences it, but learning about it can provide some amount of interest in continuing on in the least, perhaps you have an important role to play and you just can’t see it yet... depression and hopelessness is very blinding, and human eyes are blind enough as it is without having to put up with this......
You think just because I’m a bit off in the brain that everything I say is untrue, I wouldn’t go that far, I have my own set of problems, but there are things outside of this plastic sterile annoying sufferingfilled human existence, and just because I have problems managing my stress doesn’t mean I can’t know about these things...
I was on here depressed as hell for a while, because I was trying some new medication that didn’t work out so well. Sometimes shit happens, especially if you have depression life can suck, but if you try hard enough and are helped enough you can overcome it for the most part to at least something managable. Just don’t do things that are rash cause they are undoable once done, and it would be a real waste to end it all now when there is so much more each of us can do. I think what keeps me going usually is this curosity about the world, I make sure I learn something new every day, and man the stuff i’ve learned would blow some of you away... work/school/shopping at the mall/news on TV/wars etc are not the be all and end all of the universe, there are things that are amazing and things that are terrifying that exist, try looking for some of it, it will eat up time in the least, and in the most you might find something worthwhile to stick around for.....
And I don’t mean go into this religious stuff where god becomes everything in your life, yes god can be a part of your life, but don’t make it all of your life, you aren’t here simply to please him/her/etc but to learn something about life, and to enjoy yourself without hurting others, thats the main plan, people just get so lost in the mundane details that they can’t see anything but life as a load of garbage when really there are some pretty neat things that you can miss by thinking that way.
Probably the most important thing I can say out of all of this, is this lifetime is not all of your existence, remember that, people that you love and care about will be with you in some shape or fashion in this lifetime and the nexts... so if grief has got you down remember this, besides would they want you to waste your opportunities this lifetime, I think not. As long as they aren’t truely evil people they are in a good place until they are ready to continue the journey, you’ll be reunited with them.... try to learn some patience, I know it isn’t easy but in the end if you grow as a souled creature you will find happiness and less suffering in the future.
Hope this helps someone, keeping things in perspective is very good especially when people’s perceptions beocome so distorted with pain.
-Nada |
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