Wiggles wrote:
I am counting the days until I go to college...
I spent my whole year being devoted to my gf while she was 2 hours away at college. Then we broke up and I realize I have no friends lol. I have grown distant with all my old ones because all I did was hang out with her.
Now I have spent the last 2 months by myself. Fuck this lol
I fucking hate this shit. I know I have a lot to be thankful for, but at the same time...fuck this.
Have another Gf.....find ur match one...better be a funny one...i m having one n no time to bore.....! Earn sth that suits u.....!
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TheTerminator wrote:
SKITTLES666 wrote: Are you a guy or a girl?
girl right??
i find it funny that even as i get ready to end my life not a single person cares. After all this time i gess its no big suprise i am just one of thoes peolpe that every one asks them to do thing for them but as soon as i ask for help its a bad time or they have more inportatn things to do. i am sick and tired of not havving any one care. so i went out and ordered my gun to day not that i will change my mind in 15 days lol i will still be just as lonely as i am now.... i had hoped that someone would have at least cared a little bit and responed to my post, but its the story of my life all i have done and all i am is a mask i show people to make them happy wile i am so alone and in the dark that i cant even see the light anymore. i hope that the people that post here leanr from this amd try to help others reaching out for a lifeline in a time of need...
I will probley not post here again but i will try to look in before my 15 days are up i truley hope that others are helped by this site more than i was
I wonder what to do, against this feeling. I too am a victim of google in finding this forum. I know I shouldn’t feel this way, because just a few hours ago I was talking to the girl I really love and I spent time with her, but its just not enough.
I feel lonely whenever she is not around. Time call up some friends.
I wonder what to do, against this feeling. I too am a victim of google in finding this forum. I know I shouldn’t feel this way, because just a few hours ago I was talking to the girl I really love and I spent time with her, but its just not enough.
I feel lonely whenever she is not around. Time call up some friends.
Sometimes you’re up and sometimes you’re down. Sometimes you’re REALLY down, thats life. It isn’t about whether you are at the high or low points in your life, it is about the RIDE.
hey guys, i feel so lonely at the moment, yes i am an emo.
And i`m looking for friends, because nobody else can understand me now...but the other Emos, i hope.
So please, I`m from New York and call me ;-( Love you ¢¾
<3
yes life can be so complicated sometimes,,and yes i to get depressed and don’t really know what to do next even tho im 40 life hasn’t gotten any better,,i know its my fault i know i do this to myself but isn’t it a bit normal to,,,just isolate yourself when you are hurting,,for me it is but a lot of people don’t understand that, some parts of life i do not understand i just wish i could sleep forever at least there life is mostly wonderful!!!!
--- "I’m sorry for all the things that never happened and everything we never had...“
why is it that this feels so secular, so personal? i always have heard other peoples sad little stories about heartbreak and mistakes but i never thought it’d happen to me. the worst are the nights, wondering where he is. i wonder if he even thinks about me. we used to do everything together. i dont even know what to do with myself. i cant even do the things i love anymore. i wanted a break, he had sex with another girl, then tried to say he loved me, was “getting it out of his system”. i can’t share. how can anyone, i wonder? why does this feel so much worse than anyone else. its been a onth. he keeps trying to date other people i know in an attempt to hide his feelings. he f*cked up. i dont think i can ever be the same. it isn’t fair, its like my brain can’t understand whats going on but my heart keeps hurting. i wish i could just leave, start over. and to think, im only seventeen. what a blessed life ive already started to lead.
why is it that this feels so secular, so personal? i always have heard other peoples sad little stories about heartbreak and mistakes but i never thought it’d happen to me. the worst are the nights, wondering where he is. i wonder if he even thinks about me. we used to do everything together. i dont even know what to do with myself. i cant even do the things i love anymore. i wanted a break, he had sex with another girl, then tried to say he loved me, was “getting it out of his system”. i can’t share. how can anyone, i wonder? why does this feel so much worse than anyone else. its been a onth. he keeps trying to date other people i know in an attempt to hide his feelings. he f*cked up. i dont think i can ever be the same. it isn’t fair, its like my brain can’t understand whats going on but my heart keeps hurting. i wish i could just leave, start over. and to think, im only seventeen. what a blessed life ive already started to lead.
hi there, i am 25, married, i have a good husband and 2 sweet kids, why am i lonely???
i really dont get it!!!!
am also sad, depressed, tired , sick .......
god, i dont know why i am writing all this but i really need help i........................
Hello, to everybody out there. I’m not really here completely - i used to be, but no more. Things went wrong, and my time here was over i think.
Hello to Cid too, cos i guess i kinda know you on here a little. And i’m sorry to hear of what’s going on to you.
I’ve read about your events here, and i do honestly feel sad about that.
How long does it last? So much seems to affect it. I have found out so much about life and such things over the past many months. But one thing is, i still know - that i am not in control of anything yet.
I just wanted to say, to everybody who is here tonight, and for the past weeks/months, even years - that i wish you well, and that i wish none of you had reason to be here.
Tonight, as pointless as it sounds, is a date to forget for me. i have put up with pain, mis-use, and general un-nessessary behaviour for 24 months now
Happy aniversary - my arse it is.
I have reached a point, were i have to take control now. So many others have been where i am. Well, it’s time for it to stop now, for me it’s time to move on and be strong again.
As some have said to me, what do you gain from it all? well that’s true. If we gain nothing but pain, then just what are we holding on for - but hell, i know how hard it is to break this stupid mental lock we get into.
Time to be strong now, and move on, and see the good things in life. No longer, am i to be used as i had been. No longer a fool, a joke, and a final prority in anothers mind.
For me, it’s time to get on with life.
Good luck to us all in finding what we are all in need of so much.
not really here wrote:
Hello, to everybody out there. I’m not really here completely - i used to be, but no more. Things went wrong, and my time here was over i think.
Hello to Cid too, cos i guess i kinda know you on here a little. And i’m sorry to hear of what’s going on to you.
I’ve read about your events here, and i do honestly feel sad about that.
How long does it last? So much seems to affect it. I have found out so much about life and such things over the past many months. But one thing is, i still know - that i am not in control of anything yet.
I just wanted to say, to everybody who is here tonight, and for the past weeks/months, even years - that i wish you well, and that i wish none of you had reason to be here.
Tonight, as pointless as it sounds, is a date to forget for me. i have put up with pain, mis-use, and general un-nessessary behaviour for 24 months now
Happy aniversary - my arse it is.
I have reached a point, were i have to take control now. So many others have been where i am. Well, it’s time for it to stop now, for me it’s time to move on and be strong again.
As some have said to me, what do you gain from it all? well that’s true. If we gain nothing but pain, then just what are we holding on for - but hell, i know how hard it is to break this stupid mental lock we get into.
Time to be strong now, and move on, and see the good things in life. No longer, am i to be used as i had been. No longer a fool, a joke, and a final prority in anothers mind.
For me, it’s time to get on with life.
Good luck to us all in finding what we are all in need of so much.
I can’t agree with you more. I’ve been so depressed for the last week or so because she broke up with me. But, it is time to move on.
It’s hard to forget hardships in one’s life, but luckily it’s even harder to forget the joy of it all. Time to think positive and go on with our lives, aye? Good luck dude, in all of your endeavors.
most people belive that alone and lonly are 1 and the same. they are very wrong. i have ''friends'' at school. i tell my dad i have good friends. i lie to him because i want to make him proud. i feel lke i am being pulled between what i am and what every one thinks i am. i am a geek. a computer geek. not like in cartoons with glasses and lame pants and pocket protectors.i look normal.everyone thinks i hate nerds and im a jock. i am limited or i will lose respect my girlfriend,and my ''friends''.it doesnt soud bad, but my self esteem is lower than your IQ.(haha joke)but seriously.thats the tip of the iceburg