I'm a little depressed.

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I havn’t been able to hold my kid in so long and I miss my wife more then ever. Web cam contact isn’t really working out any more, and I’m starting to think if she’s been cheating on me or something. It sucks so bad. What really hit me in the core was when I was told that I wasn’t funny! I swear to god, my whole life was bent on trying to make people laugh, and then I’m told to go kill myself by some random ass sargent! Oh my god, this sucks.

Is there a theropist out there or something?

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The sargent was probably in a bad mood. He could have been homesick so used anger to take it out on people.

Your wife cheating on you is just in your mind and you’ll be able to hold your kid again when it’s all over. Just don’t let your thoughts of her cheating on you make you lose any trust. From there it just goes down hill I think.

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well if it makes you feel better i think your funny

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Its hard now. I really miss them, alot. She told me that he took his first steps, and she forgot to record it. I couldn’t even see my son take his first steps.

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I’m feeling depressed as well. We can be depressed together.

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lol. The depressed club.

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Yeah, your posts the other day in the anime club. That was funny. You posted all that stuff with no replies and then burned their anime and got away with it. all

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Sounds like my kind of club for once...

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Well, I forgot when my brother and sister 1st walked and spoke if that helps. Nothing like a son or daughter but you still love your siblings even though you can give them hell.

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Yep can’t say it’s a club I want to be in.

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Don’t think anybody “wants” to be in the club but we are...like the lonley’s...

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Oh God. Siblings. Miss them too. This one guy looks just like John, he acts a little like him too. I’m thinking about leaving, but if I do, my squadmates will have no one to look up too. I have responsibility here and back home. Its to much.

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Yea my bro just started to live in a dorm for college and I only see him twice a week. Soon it’ll get longer and then I’ll have apsolutely no one. Argh.

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No, my brother is gone. Lost his life in the military.

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Seargent

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My two half-brothers live with my mother...only got to see the one walk before I moved out...hate to imagine what environment they’re growing up in...

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May not mean much coming from a 14 year old, but I understand what you’re saying completely. Having a family takes 100% dedication, but so does being in the military, especially if you’re an officer. You really can’t do both and be happy.

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Ah that’s sad about your bro. Don’t know what I do if I didn’t have my bro anymore. Ah as horrible as it may sound don’t think it affect me too much if my parents were gone. Don’t ask why and I feel awful simply saying it. But there are a couple of people in my life that if they were gone I don’t know what I’d do. Would rather not think about it.

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It’d be the same for me...I’d be sad and all if I lost my dad, but at the same time in comparison to loosing other people that are even more important to me in my life it’s so small it’s sad...he’s my father but how other people are such a big influence in my life it’d be so much harder...

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Yep most definetly. Gosh making me feel worse just saying that but it’s the truth.