what? what? Rep: 43  Joined: 13 Jun 2006 Posts: 12,477 OFFLINE | let me explane something to you ag,,,,i do not judge you at all nor do i think you are a bad person its your choice of words i though that was very harch.
See, i have lost both my parents so i know what that is,,,,and yea it is very painful,,,,i went completly numb when my mom died!!
Now i almost lost a child when he was born he was rushed to a specialised hospital for kids,,,wher he stayed for 9 days,,,altho i didn’t louse him, it was very painful just to think that i might,,,,and the though kept coming back was it my fault,,did i do something to cause this....see this is what parents doo, we blame ourselves because we are responsable for those little beeings,,,,,
as for a lousing parent is very painful, lousing a child is diffrent,,,is that better explaned?
Sorry i just exploded yesterday,,,as i said i dont think you are a bad person at all... --- "I’m sorry for all the things that never happened and everything we never had...“ |