I am ok...it was a night from hell and still right now everything is hell..I sat there cried all night was going to slit my wrists and take pills but I had to hold myself back...it was the hardest thing for me to do..
Now my parents might be getting a divorce because of my moms drinking problems...if that happens who knows who I will live with..And I have a cold and my bf wont stop getting high and he never calls me ever and he said I was anoying because I am to clingy..
Most of all I am trying in school yet not doing so well..even tho in one class on my homeworks I got no lower then a 75 and lately I have been getting 90s..so I feel like thats a lost cause..Everyone I love goes away and everything turns to shit, but thats life.
Sorry if anyone was worried
Well Sarah, I’m sure we can all agree that we’re relieved you’re okay. I really can’t tell you much that can help you. But I can say that life gets better, you just got to be patient. Come 10 years from now, you’ll look back on your childhood and laugh because how good things turned out to be.
I remember when both of my best friends moved away at the same time. I was so mad and depressed.
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#28
18 Nov 2007 02:07 pm
rainbow pony
Guest
Well today something bad happend and I laughed at it...
I was taking a shower with my bf and he rammed me and I ran my head into the side of the shower...it didint hurt but it made me laugh so much I almost fell...hes the true happy in my life and sometimes the reason I cry...
Yeah I hate it when people go away...
rainbow pony wrote:
Well today something bad happend and I laughed at it...
I was taking a shower with my bf and he rammed me and I ran my head into the side of the shower...it didint hurt but it made me laugh so much I almost fell...hes the true happy in my life and sometimes the reason I cry...
Yeah I hate it when people go away...
Well, you see there? A few years from now you’ll both be happy together still.
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#31
18 Nov 2007 02:15 pm
rainbow pony
Guest
When I said rammed, it was not sexual, lol.
Alright I guess you can lock this now...
rainbow pony wrote:
Well today something bad happend and I laughed at it...
I was taking a shower with my bf and he rammed me and I ran my head into the side of the shower...it didint hurt but it made me laugh so much I almost fell...hes the true happy in my life and sometimes the reason I cry...
Yeah I hate it when people go away...
Well, you see there? A few years from now you’ll both be happy together still.