Hate, fear, anger, love and hatred... you can feel it in reality... but for me that was all just fake... not true life... world for me just a pleasure moment... having it once and I’ll gain eternal life...
Heaven maybe... I’m looking up my own world for my pleasure and I’m looking my eternal life for my next world...
These youth and life are nothing more than illusions... “Libra Douko"
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“Great new ideas usually come from very small teams... don’t give up so easily." — John Kaster —
Xtrm Liability wrote:
Soooo, your father ripped you off? I’m not quite sure what you’re getting at but that’s a f*cked up scenario from what I’m reading.
But you know, besides the point, my father was a hard ass sonovabitch on me. He never gave me nothing and I had to earn it and prove to him that I could do it on everything in my life. But I’m glad he did it because now I can call myself a self made man. To be honest, when I was a teen, I hated him. Hell, I even dropped out of Highschool at 16 years old and lived on my own. I made minimum wage washing cars at good old Stanger Toyota and lived with a bunch of party animals in a college dorm when I was 17 years old. I eventually took the GED and earned enough credits to graduate High school but still, no college education. My father and I fought like you wouldn’t believe and he actually broke my jaw and my teeth were wired shut for 2 months. But whadya expect from a former Navy Seal? I eventually decided to get my shit together at 23 years old and get back into college which trained me for architectural, engineering/Cad drafting, but I never thought it would lead me anywhere at the time. I dropped out from that too. I then applied for a job at a steel Fabrication shop doing the dirty work and working in the shop fabricating steel. One day I got a break from one of the guys that worked in the engineering department because he would always come out and have a smoke and talk to me. I told him my Girlfriend is pregnant and I really can’t afford all the labor hospital bills and I guess the guy liked me for some reason and decided to train me (Well knowing my half education/college skills in drafting). finally I got a break. The rest is history. Self made man am I? You bet your ass! Personally, I’m not doing too bad for a high school drop out and my father is a very hard man to please but he’s become more proud of me over time. Anyhow, I’m just a little intoxicated and rambling on, but it’s a life lesson I’ll never forget. There’s much self respect in becoming a self made man. Anyhow, that’s my story. I can only cross fingers that I can support my family for the rest of my life. It’s ruff out there, and you survive the best you can.
That’s life, man. That’s reality! To make it in this world and survive the best you can while supporting your family no matter what dysfunction and problems may occur along the way. Hold your head up high and be optimistic as much as possible as we struggle through is probably the best advise I can can give you.
That touched me man.. Seriously it did.. I think I’ve gained a new respect for ya now. You’re not such a bad guy, despite all the crap you’ve given me.. I respect you.
I’m going to move out as soon as I graduate high school. I’m considering college, but right now my plans are to work in the oil fields in California.. Unless I managed to get lucky and hit it big with this card game idea that I’ve been playing with for the last couple years. But you know.. If I did half as well as you did I guess I’d be doing well. After all, I really only want to be able to support a family of my own.
Damn, I don’t even know why I’m telling you of all of this shit because of how un-seriously I take the Internet. F*ck, nobody knows any of this about me I’ve just revealed except for my family and good friends. But I see you in a position where you need to get out there in the real world and you’re at that age. God I hope you don’t do it the way I did and go through the same shit because I would never want to go through that shit again. But I learned throughout the harsh times of reality. Sometimes it takes those harsh, dark times to realize and acknowledge the good things you have, thus don’t take them for granted. I don’t know, man. just live life optimistic and be honest without scamming people. Try not to expect too much or you’ll never be happy but yet keep your goals and accomplishments close. But there’s NOTHING like the power of supporting somebody else (like a family) instead of thinking about yourself. And in return is the best gift you could ever get... Them!
Itachi Uchiha wrote:
Hmmm... Something true and some of fake things...
Sometimes good and sometimes bad...
Hate, fear, anger, love and hatred... you can feel it in reality... but for me that was all just fake... not true life... world for me just a pleasure moment... having it once and I’ll gain eternal life...
Heaven maybe... I’m looking up my own world for my pleasure and I’m looking my eternal life for my next world...
These youth and life are nothing more than illusions... “Libra Douko”
Hello, “Libra Douko”.
*waves hands*
We’re down here on a place called Earth. You’re more than welcome to join us. Haha
These youth and life are nothing more than illusions...
Even the dead can come back to this world in the end
they will return to the world of the dead...
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“Great new ideas usually come from very small teams... don’t give up so easily." — John Kaster —
Xtrm Liability wrote:
Damn, I don’t even know why I’m telling you of all of this shit because of how un-seriously I take the Internet. F*ck, nobody knows any of this about me I’ve just revealed except for my family and good friends. But I see you in a position where you need to get out there in the real world and you’re at that age. God I hope you don’t do it the way I did and go through the same shit because I would never want to go through that shit again. But I learned throughout the harsh times of reality. Sometimes it takes those harsh, dark times to realize and acknowledge the good things you have, thus don’t take them for granted. I don’t know, man. just live life optimistic and be honest without scamming people. Try not to expect too much or you’ll never be happy but yet keep your goals and accomplishments close. But there’s NOTHING like the power of supporting somebody else (like a family) instead of thinking about yourself. And in return is the best gift you could ever get... Them!
Thanks again Xtrm. Maybe you tell me all this because underneath all this fat you can see yourself. j/k
But yeah, thanks for the advice. You’re a great guy.
ramunematt wrote:
Without looking it up, post what you think the definition of reality is.
It’s a strange little blond haired fucker that lives in Canada and thinks he’s cool, but reality is about to smack him hard in the face when he’s on his own. He’s not a self made man but just a boy. I’ll give him a chance to prove but he ain’t shit until he’s a self made man which means no help from Mommy or daddy to buy some of the luxuries in life like his wannabe Christmas present from daddy to try and think he’s cool or he earned it. FUUuuuck, a $73 thousand dollar vehicle which daddy bought? Give me a break. My daddy was rich but I had to go to school, work and pay every f*cking penny for my 1st truck (which was a piece of shit ford ranger anyways). He ain’t cool if he gets it because he never earned it on his own. Let him live with that! Only when he’s a self made man and earned it on his own, will I respect it.
Oh please. I dont get what i want- I earn what i get. Got it? And i am paying for the car? I just cant offerd the Sales price. Im doing monthly payments..?
--- “I just want to conquer people and their souls.” - MT
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