suicide

TP

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Well, I read through most of the posts. I’m sure some of you are serious, and others are just trying to get attention. If you are a poster that is writting this stuff “just for fun”, SHAME ON YOU!

Reading these posts does affect me, just because I know a few must be real.

I’m 30 years old, and my life isn’t very peachy right now. I guess you can say that I’m going through a “down” moment in my life:
I’ve got a few friends, but I haven’t seen them in a long while (we live in different cities).
I don’t have a girlfriend. I really want somebody special, but I haven’t even been in a serious relationship in years (yes, years with an S)
I’m working like a dog, yet financially, I’m not doing that great...

So why haven’t I ended it all? I guess Tom Hanks said it right in Cast Away: “just keep breathing, because tomorrow might be better” (or something to that effect)


Let’s put it this way: There were a few instances in my life that caused me to think about suicide, although not in as much detail as some of you. All I have to say is that following those instances, something good would happen that made me thankful I never went thru with it.

Nobody is really happy all the time (unless they are on some kind of drug...). To really appreciate happiness, you must experience unhappiness some of the time.

Whenever I hear that somebody committed suicide, I always have the though “What a waste”. I can’t help it. Even though I don’t know the person, it does affect me.

For those of you in your teens, there is so much of life that you haven’t experience yet. Yes, some of it will be bad, but there is good stuff to come too. If you are having major problems with your parent(s), just move out or call a help line (they can help you find somewhere to stay and get help). Heck, you don’t want to go that route, then just run away! Whatever you do can’t be worst than suicide.

In your 20’s and hate your life? Change it! Leave your stupid job and go travel the world. Myself, I had considered joining an organization that help people in 3rd world country. Why? Why not... I didn’t feel I had anything holding me back here...

Single mom, dad stuck with a kid? It must be though, but the thought of having somebody love you unconditionally... well that doesn’t sound that bad to me (although, I will admit, since I’m not living through it, my opinion on this may not really count).

Wow, I guess I’m just babbling on here. I didn’t realize how long this post got!

If any of you are thinking about suicide, just remember, somebody somewhere loves you. You just haven’t met yet, and killing yourself will hurt them too because they will never get the chance to know you!

Take care

Amanda

Guest

I hi i am 22 years old and yes i’ve read the post of some reason it have gave me some ideas I Want to be happy but its hard i’ve took medicine but like that helps i’ve cut my self i’ve carved on myself i’ve overdosed on medicine before thinking about doing it agian with pain killers yeah my ex step mom has talked me out of it but like i care anymore i have alot of problems right now i have since i was 10 years old but anyways thats enough for right now g2g

-Ashleigh

Guest

I cut my slef all the time but my boyfriend hates it so im trying to stop for him but it kills me when i really need to it relases stress and gives my comfort so i can sleep at night. i have been depressed for a while and everyweek i boost up my medcine i have thought many many times of killing my slef and the only way i would do it was by jumping becasue i would get that rush right before it all ends, the only thing keeping me in this world is my boyfriend kyle who i owe my life too im hopein soon life well get much better my relonship with my b/f is great but everything else isnt im tryin to hang out with my friends more and get my life started as soon as possible i hope all of you get better we all can survive by hangin in there together i have one fucked up faimly many things are worung but i dont want to get in to well be here for hours amoung hrs. ttyl -Ashleigh

Amanda

Guest

just to ask this if I take 12 ibuprofen pain killers will that kill me? just asking so well i gotta go

slon

Guest

I was looking for methods and found ASH(alt.suicide.holiday) website http://ash.spaink.net/. It has an interesting viewpoint. Read this:
The alt.suicide.holiday FAQ http://ash.spaink.net/FAQGuides.html#part%203
Predators amongst us http://ash.spaink.net/cf/index.html (brrr, who still wants ‘help’ to commit a suicide?)

slon

Guest

2Amanda I believe ibuprofen is not reliable enough, I guess 12 pills won’t even damage your kidneys

slon

Guest

I like this http://ash.spaink.net/anonsui1.html

IT’S TRUE (Suicide Note)
— — — — — — — — — — — —

People say
“Shit happens”
And it does
To me
All the time

People say
“Things will look different
in the morning”
And they do:
Worse

People say
“Life can be great”
And it is
But not for me
Goodbye

myst7426

Guest

http://www.satanservice.org/coe/suicide/guide/

Read this guide!
and
Read past posts on this thread!

Ellen

Guest

hi, i was just wondering what the japanese suicide site were called.

myst7426

Guest

japanese? u mean some kind of code of honor used way back when and up thru WW2 where the japs would rather die than surrender and shame themselves and their whole family?

Shadeus

Guest

This is pretty much to Amanda. I just took 12 ibuprofens yesterday, and I’m still here talking to you people. I feel like shit today. MY body aches, I’m pissing all the time, my throat is sore, I have a head-ache. So no, 12 pillls won’t do it. In fact it makes you feel worse. I know I"m gonna puke sometime today. I can feel it in my stomach. The thing is, my life doesn’t suck all that bad. My g/f and I just broke up. I wanted to be hospitalized. or at least in a week long coma, so I could forget for a while.I still want to, but would it be worth it? If anybody knows a good way to not kill, but hospitalize yourself, let me know...

myst7426

Guest

a good way to hospitalize yourself... a new one,lol. what u want is to be hospitalized and drugged for a week? i doubt there is anything safe to achieve that. they not gonna give u morphine for a headache.

Shadeus

Guest

So there’s no way to end up in the hospital for a week? I don’t really feel like dying right now. Maybe the psych ward for a little while. I just need to get away and forget some things for a little while. Then I’ll be all better

adviceneeded

Guest

Hi does anyone know much about tricyclics and their fatal dose especially dothiepin?

emma

Guest

i tried 2 kill myself alot but i got over it and i have all sorts of scars and ppl just stare at me suicide is a form of runnin away u r scared i no but live life 2 the the full my friend killed herself and it ruined my life but i know how hard it is 2 loose a friend they wud loose me if i did it and its so horrid i couldnt do that 2 them

Ashes 2 Ashes dust 2 dust life is short so party we must
email me 4 any questions im a gr8 listener
emmaxxxx

POOR MOFO

Guest

My life is shit. It has been for about 5 or so years. I have a dead end job, in which I will never improve on. I hate the way I look, I’m going fucking bald and am only 22! I have limited friends so my social life sucks. I can’t talk to girls who don’t even likeme anyway. They just pity me!! Incidentaly i HAVEN’T DATED FOR YEARS AND STILL AM A VIRGIN. i CAN’T GO ON KNOWING i WILL NEVER HAVE A WIFE AND KIDS. aLONG WITH MY JOB AND HOPLESS OUTLOOK DEATH IS THE ONLY WAY OUT. iT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER, BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN’T CONTROL THESE THINGS. tHE HARDEST DICISION IS WHEN TO DO IT. IF ANY MORE SHIT GOES DOWN FOR THIS HOPLESS WORTHLESS PERSON, IT COULD BE NEXT WEEK.

someguy

Guest

i googled “painless ways to kill your self” and so far all ive found is people whining about how bad their lives are and nothing about how to end it all painlessly, so im quite annoyed as u can imagine.

you do-gooders with your “hey man your life cant be that bad, look at people who live in africa or france” attitude piss me off to no end.

shut the fuck up.

people dont have the time to type out reasons why they want to kill them selves, for those of you who can, you need to post abit at the end about how to do it painlessly else please fuck off.

i cant remember where i was going with this post, anyway, less of the “DONT KILL YOUR SELF, THINK OF THE FRENCH” attitude, and more advice on how to do it painlessy please.

Jenni

Guest

No no no. you’ve got it all wrong. You slit the wrists, flush a toilet and then quickly, very quickly stick your hands in the toilet. This drains the blood a lot faster, and people will just think you’re going to the bathroom.

suicide girl

Guest

hi im suicidal and i have tried to kill myself but im scared to do it cuz i dont know what my mom and dad would think about me after i did it i know they couldnt do much but i hate my life so much i have no friends not a guy looks at me they all call me dirty and i cant handle it no more what should i do please help me
suicide girl

shadowsuicide

Guest

hey everyone and steph ive been reading all of your posts and i can relate to most of them my life has been shit for years now its been so bad lately that i have shut off all true emotions to the outside world. Most days i just feel like sliting my wrists, I put on the best attempt of a happy face everytime i pass my parents and people i know so no 1 catches on to how i really feel, it realy all started 2 yrs ago when i moved and lost contact with my friends, i have no G/F no life i have half friends, people who pretend to be friends with you but are only looking for a way to feel better about themselfs. As you all know Valentines day is comming up the day when more teen suicides happen than on any other occasion except christmas. im going to drink my way into submission on Valentines day and hopefully not wake up id appreciate any replys bye