suicide

myst7426

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your stomach has to allow u to die if u try to kill yoursefl b y drinking

And France is cool, ive been there. Fuck most americans

Shadeus

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You’ll have to drink a lot in order to go that way. If you don’t drink enough, but you drink a lot, you’re gonna feel worse than before. Does anybody know how many Hydroxycuts will do the trick? I took 21 pills yesterday, and all it did was make me feel like shit. I couldn’t sleep last night. And I puked up my guts. Today I got a splitting headache. And I feel like i"m gonna puke again. If anybody could give me tips, I would appreciate it. Thanks

myst7426

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if u get your blood pH down to 6.5 you will die, cells die and oxygen is cut off from brain. that is how people die form drinking too much. your blood pH is normally 7.5, if u could put enought H+ ions in blood or stomach(without throwing up) you will die

emma

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hi could i just say suicide is just running away so u just running away from problems y not fae up 2 em and try 2 slove em i did and im still ere and alot happier if u wanna tlk pls email me cus i luv 2 help ppl and im startin work 4 the sumariatans so just dnt worry and tlk 2 me
emmaxx

me.x

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I have read all of your posts and like most i can relate.. i am 19 from the uk and feel my life has just been a big joke, i’ve been beaten, neglected, abused and feel that the best place for me is 6ft under your all probably reading this and thinking u sad bitch but i have tried to cope with it, tried to confront it but i cant and suicide seems to be the best way to deal with it and forget it. i’m not a selfish person and am not doing this to spite anyone. i care for everyone i know but cannot love them if i dont love myself. if anyone can suggest any other options i’d be more than happy to listen but i need to do something quick and easy and preferably painless... please help.

mystic

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Man, never realized, well did at the same time didnt, realize there were ppl out there who thought about death and suicide more than I. I think about it enough.... and I can’t deal with that! I have been depressed as hell since 14, and have tryed every med out there... they say im bi-polar but I dont know if they are just trying to make money. I tryed to be upfront with God for so long now and the depression just gets worse. My body and mind are going to waste. What the hell is wrong with me? Is it all in my head? I never have any motivation to change anything, cause I know you can when you put your heart into it. But it’s just not there, someone respond please.

grr

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Hey folks. Well I’ve now officially been in hell for about 16 months. Depression is quite possibly the wierdest, most frightening thing that ever happened to me. One minute I was fine, the next I had the life disturbed out of me by a tv programme of all things. Anyway, I kicked and screamed against thinking about it but somehow it hooked me in and I’ve been suffering from intense panic since. Not a moment of peace! I’ve been catching myself looking into suicide for a while now as I lost a LOT as a result of this. Don’t suppose anyone can relate at all? Don’t suppose anyone got through it? I obviously don’t want to die. To be honest, I feel a bit stupid writing this. I don’t believe suicide’s about choice. I think that when your state of depression gets to a point where it’s just too painful, too confusing and too deep set to ever resolve, the corner you’ve been backed into becomes tighter and darker. This has been my experience anyway. I was considering telling my family I’m off to visit friends, then finding a quiet place I’m unlikely to be found for years to do the deed. An OD of sleeping pills maybe. This might give my family time to come to accept my dissapearance. Then discovering me years later might not be so painful. I know this sounds pretty nuts. The irony is that I’m actually a well educated successful young man who’s always had a really good social life up to late 2003. I’ve never been obsesive or disturbed like this. I find it incredible that something this intense can actually happen to someone. Since I was disturbed, nothing has existed for me exept the cognitive damage I’ve done to myself. It’s a very selfish condition as well as being relentlessly frightening. I could really do with some advice as to how to get back to the person I was before.

myst7426

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i wish i was bi-polar

exracer

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ok people. im sick of the bullshit in my life and tried to overdose many of times. i didnt play around with 8 or 12 pills here is some info for you.
i weigh 180lbs and in real good health. or atleast i was.

1st time — - i took about 30 some pills of aspirin, sleeping pills, perkasets. and mabye some others i forget. it left me passing out, waking up and being dizzy feeling like shit.

2nd time — -took 55 pills of pure ephedrine. i stayed up for 2 days and all that happened was i couldnt eat, sleep, got real shaky, sweating.

last night — -took 2400mg of ibprofin, around 10-15 aspirin, and round 3 perks, and some other crazy pills that i dont know of. woke up for work puking, dizzy, couldnt eat and real fricken tired.

what can i get over the counter that i can take that will do the trick? i really dont care how many, i just dont want to wake up feeling liek shit. and i also dont want to trow it all back up.

rina

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hey everyone... i came across this site looking for risks from overdosing ibuprofen and i just can’t belive so many of you want to die so bad. i figure that if its so bad for you, just run away. its not like that for me, and i know, and i can understand that things arent as easy as it sounds, but i dunno i guess i feel guilty that there are so many people like me out there sick of their lives and wishing for death... i dunno... if any of you really do kill yourselves then im gonna be sad so dont do it... that might actually be considered some sort of mental problem but i dont care because this world is so corrupted, everyone hates you, and even the fucking shrinks who are supposed to help dont even care so whats the point? i guess im confused as well... but please people please please pleaaaaaaaase think atleast a kabazillion times before attempting it! i dont care what you have to do to get your mind off the pain... try your hand at art or writing... make it your goal in life to help all the others out there that feel the way you do... the ones younger than you... just make your life worth it... i gave up on suicide when i figured wtF if i was gonna kill myself, might as well have the best of my life first... anyway im gonna shutup now so you wont feel like im some crazy madwoman who doesnt know what the hell shes talking about good luck with all of you and i hope that maybe one day the world can change and there wont have to be any generations that have to experience the taunted, the abuse, the rape, and the whole dark side of life itself.

morbid

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isn’t death a popular topic? seriously though, i’m not judging any of you, but have you tried to make things better (i’m not saying this in a preachy way)? if you talk to the people who are making you feel so depressed then maybe you won’t feel so bad. it hurts to think that there are so many people out there who are so far gone that death is the only answer. its scary. i mean, i thought i was a minority coz i’m depressed, but i didn’t realise i may be in the majority! but anyway, do any of you know any other forums that aren’t primarily about computer games and stuff. coz i’ve been searching and searching but i can’t find anything! cheers.

myst7426

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nothing exracer... u need the right prescirption drugs... read the earlier posts, my posts

emma

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i know ive been giving all this advice but now i am fuckin fed up i h8 life and its just something which makes me suffer i took 32 amoxcillan last nite and i still h8 life i cnt die cus it will tell uva’s that it is the right thing to do when i know its not but fuck life it aint worth it 4 me

Wannabe
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This is certianly not an endorsement for anyone to end thier own lives. But I do “think” about death alot, I just ponder what there is out there, if anything at all. I wonder what an amazing journey of the spirit it might be. I do not fear death at all, I often try to imagine what it’s like. I guess you could spend your whole life trying to imagine what life after death would be like, or debating if there is in fact life after death at all. Truth is, there is only one way to find out and that unfortunately is to die. As far as taking your own life though, I just couldn’t do that to my family no matter how miserable I am. Alone in the dark with my bottle of Absinthe and sketch pad. . .seems depressing but I find it comforting.

Wannabe
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Oh yeah, and as for the insensitive assholes that replay by telling people go ahead and do it, or people that insult and put down those with real issues, you would do well to shut your mouths.

emma

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have i insulted ny1 if i do ket me know and i will shut up kk

claire

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im 15 and ive been thinking about suicide but im 2 scared 2 do it, my home life isnt graet and ive had enough, i cant trust my friends and my family hate me, im sick of trying 2 tell ppl that im sorry 4 what i do but they dont listen and then when i sit down 2 think about it i realze that its not me that should be saying sorry, i try 2 run away but i always end up cumin back cuz i feel guilty about it, i really dont no what i should do?

myst7426

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im not encouraging suicide
nor
telling one not to do it
i am giving info on how to do it right becuz too many people mess up and end up with scars,brain damage, etc. the rest fo their lives

the only reason i am using this message board is becuz i myself am preparing to commit suicide

Wannabe
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Well that is very sad that you feel that you have no other option. If you are truly dedicated to ending your life, then there is little anyone can do stop you.


Emma, you have not insulted anyone, you seem to have true concern for other people, and really want to help them. You should be commended for this, I only wish there were more people like you.

voodoo girl

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First of all can i say you’re all fucking illiterate - if you’re not going to kill yourselves at least learn the english language, i assume you’re all American...

I hate my life, i hate myself. My arms are so cut to shreds from self hatred that i permanently wear bandages. I want to die and the only thing that stops me is knowing that it’s totally selfish and nobody will understand. I’m the kind of person that’s happy-go-lucky to the observer but i’m so unhappy....but seriously, why do we do it? Why spend a whole life time feeling shit because you might upset people if you commit suicide? One person is not going to change the course of the human race and all of these happy and oblivious people will mourn for a while then just get over it. I would kill myself if i knew it would work, my main thought was jumping off a bridge onto a busy motorway...but then i would be responsible for probably killing other people too and i don’t want that. Life’s a bitch and all you can hope for is that you will die in some freak accident soon and be allowed freedom from this shit without the guilt.