Plz let me die wrote: I can tell its my time to go. i dont have any friends to talk to any more as they all left me. all because i had to move to cornwall and my old friends in sussex have ditched me and the friends i did have in cornwall turned out to be two faced bitchy cows. i HAve no1 to talk to any more.. there nothing to say except that I wish I wasn’t the person that I am. I wish my father could be proud of me one time and not think that I 'm some kind of demented waste of life. I wish that I wasn’t such a dissapointment. I wish I still had faith. . I wish that there was someone with me right now who could love me because they chose to not because of some obligation. I wish I could feel something more than the numbness that has become my new home. I wish that I didn’t have my memory. That I woke up tomorrow and nothing was real. I wish I could mentally stop my heart from beating, why can’t someone put me out of my misery, why do I get to live, me, a worthless empty shell, while so many good people die. How can this not be hell? how can people fear death when this is hell. I wish I didn’t hate my father, I wish I could forgive him, But something tells me that we’ll never be close. Not now Not ever as he a perverted freak who sexualaly harrsed me july last year and raped me as well all becuse i told my mum and showed her things about him some drity porno photos which he taken of young girl about 17 and my mum decided to devorce him and he blambs me for it so he keeps punishing me by sexually harrasing me and rapeing me and beating me up. Now my dad got a new family he happy and i go there and i see him with sue and the boys and see that they a happy family which iv never had. all iv had in my life is yelling shouting agueing and being beaten up. my dad loves my brother treats him like royalty and my dad dont give to hoots about me. When i was born i just rowen everything as him my mum and my bro was a happy family untill i came along and rowen id it. i rowend haveing a happy family all year round for my life. iv rowend my mums life with him iv rowen his life yet again him loseing my mum. what ever i do i rowen it. i cant do anything right i get beaten up coz of im not cornish and they dnt like me just becuse im not what they want me to be a right stunning good looking girl who is not popular so they hate me and decide think its cool beat me up and put me in hospital. I lay in bed dreaming of haveing a nice loveing family sitting by the fire haveing nice family chats where i can confinde in my dad. and if i got problems and my mum not there i can go talk to him. but no iv never had any that no1 ever has time for me. they just throw me in the back ground. Every1 takes me for granted. my mum moveing up to lnacashire soon and im not aloud move in with her coz of her conition her doctor said im not aloud and writen to her soliciters i cant live with her and my dad said im not living with him as he dont want me to rowen this relation ship with sue. I’v basicly got no where to go when they go there own way. all i got is a stupid shop door way. with nothing and with nobody not even family well what family have i got as my dad has turned them against me and now they dont want nothing to do with me. my life is just getting worse and worse. beaten up everynight my dad trying to kill me and then when i go to police about him he dennyes it all and the police say that im lieing and everything as my dad lies to save his skin so he can have his nice happy snoppy spitfull life. my parents dont like me because im not like them mean horribel and perverted. im a quiet self to my self kind of girl and they dnt like that so they decided that im not part of the family and they use me as a punch bag and when they in bad mood they take it ALL out on me. My only good best friend died this year of brain tumor 1 day b4 her 17th bday and my parents wouldnt even let me say my good byes and pay my respects to her as its the best right thing to do. they wanted me and my friends missrable. and they just try there best to get rid of me. i just dont want live thgis life any more. im fed up changeing my personality to try and fit in but it never works everytime i try and change for them all i get is a fist in my face and knifes throwen at me and TV throwen at me and been strangeld. I wish i could just go to sleep and dream my loverly dreams and never wake up to reality again wake up to my horriable beating life. i just wish i could die. im fed up with livieng please some 1 tell me quick easy ways to die please as i dnt want live any more my time has come to an end and it about time i die and go for good and visit becky up in the sky.

Plz let me die wrote: I can tell its my time to go. i dont have any friends to talk to any more as they all left me. all because i had to move to cornwall and my old friends in sussex have ditched me and the friends i did have in cornwall turned out to be two faced bitchy cows. i HAve no1 to talk to any more.. there nothing to say except that I wish I wasn’t the person that I am. I wish my father could be proud of me one time and not think that I 'm some kind of demented waste of life. I wish that I wasn’t such a dissapointment. I wish I still had faith. . I wish that there was someone with me right now who could love me because they chose to not because of some obligation. I wish I could feel something more than the numbness that has become my new home. I wish that I didn’t have my memory. That I woke up tomorrow and nothing was real. I wish I could mentally stop my heart from beating, why can’t someone put me out of my misery, why do I get to live, me, a worthless empty shell, while so many good people die. How can this not be hell? how can people fear death when this is hell. I wish I didn’t hate my father, I wish I could forgive him, But something tells me that we’ll never be close. Not now Not ever as he a perverted freak who sexualaly harrsed me july last year and raped me as well all becuse i told my mum and showed her things about him some drity porno photos which he taken of young girl about 17 and my mum decided to devorce him and he blambs me for it so he keeps punishing me by sexually harrasing me and rapeing me and beating me up. Now my dad got a new family he happy and i go there and i see him with sue and the boys and see that they a happy family which iv never had. all iv had in my life is yelling shouting agueing and being beaten up. my dad loves my brother treats him like royalty and my dad dont give to hoots about me. When i was born i just rowen everything as him my mum and my bro was a happy family untill i came along and rowen id it. i rowend haveing a happy family all year round for my life. iv rowend my mums life with him iv rowen his life yet again him loseing my mum. what ever i do i rowen it. i cant do anything right i get beaten up coz of im not cornish and they dnt like me just becuse im not what they want me to be a right stunning good looking girl who is not popular so they hate me and decide think its cool beat me up and put me in hospital. I lay in bed dreaming of haveing a nice loveing family sitting by the fire haveing nice family chats where i can confinde in my dad. and if i got problems and my mum not there i can go talk to him. but no iv never had any that no1 ever has time for me. they just throw me in the back ground. Every1 takes me for granted. my mum moveing up to lnacashire soon and im not aloud move in with her coz of her conition her doctor said im not aloud and writen to her soliciters i cant live with her and my dad said im not living with him as he dont want me to rowen this relation ship with sue. I’v basicly got no where to go when they go there own way. all i got is a stupid shop door way. with nothing and with nobody not even family well what family have i got as my dad has turned them against me and now they dont want nothing to do with me. my life is just getting worse and worse. beaten up everynight my dad trying to kill me and then when i go to police about him he dennyes it all and the police say that im lieing and everything as my dad lies to save his skin so he can have his nice happy snoppy spitfull life. my parents dont like me because im not like them mean horribel and perverted. im a quiet self to my self kind of girl and they dnt like that so they decided that im not part of the family and they use me as a punch bag and when they in bad mood they take it ALL out on me. My only good best friend died this year of brain tumor 1 day b4 her 17th bday and my parents wouldnt even let me say my good byes and pay my respects to her as its the best right thing to do. they wanted me and my friends missrable. and they just try there best to get rid of me. i just dont want live thgis life any more. im fed up changeing my personality to try and fit in but it never works everytime i try and change for them all i get is a fist in my face and knifes throwen at me and TV throwen at me and been strangeld. I wish i could just go to sleep and dream my loverly dreams and never wake up to reality again wake up to my horriable beating life. i just wish i could die. im fed up with livieng please some 1 tell me quick easy ways to die please as i dnt want live any more my time has come to an end and it about time i die and go for good and visit becky up in the sky.

Plz let me die wrote: I can tell its my time to go. i dont have any friends to talk to any more as they all left me. all because i had to move to cornwall and my old friends in sussex have ditched me and the friends i did have in cornwall turned out to be two faced bitchy cows. i HAve no1 to talk to any more.. there nothing to say except that I wish I wasn’t the person that I am. I wish my father could be proud of me one time and not think that I 'm some kind of demented waste of life. I wish that I wasn’t such a dissapointment. I wish I still had faith. . I wish that there was someone with me right now who could love me because they chose to not because of some obligation. I wish I could feel something more than the numbness that has become my new home. I wish that I didn’t have my memory. That I woke up tomorrow and nothing was real. I wish I could mentally stop my heart from beating, why can’t someone put me out of my misery, why do I get to live, me, a worthless empty shell, while so many good people die. How can this not be hell? how can people fear death when this is hell. I wish I didn’t hate my father, I wish I could forgive him, But something tells me that we’ll never be close. Not now Not ever as he a perverted freak who sexualaly harrsed me july last year and raped me as well all becuse i told my mum and showed her things about him some drity porno photos which he taken of young girl about 17 and my mum decided to devorce him and he blambs me for it so he keeps punishing me by sexually harrasing me and rapeing me and beating me up. Now my dad got a new family he happy and i go there and i see him with sue and the boys and see that they a happy family which iv never had. all iv had in my life is yelling shouting agueing and being beaten up. my dad loves my brother treats him like royalty and my dad dont give to hoots about me. When i was born i just rowen everything as him my mum and my bro was a happy family untill i came along and rowen id it. i rowend haveing a happy family all year round for my life. iv rowend my mums life with him iv rowen his life yet again him loseing my mum. what ever i do i rowen it. i cant do anything right i get beaten up coz of im not cornish and they dnt like me just becuse im not what they want me to be a right stunning good looking girl who is not popular so they hate me and decide think its cool beat me up and put me in hospital. I lay in bed dreaming of haveing a nice loveing family sitting by the fire haveing nice family chats where i can confinde in my dad. and if i got problems and my mum not there i can go talk to him. but no iv never had any that no1 ever has time for me. they just throw me in the back ground. Every1 takes me for granted. my mum moveing up to lnacashire soon and im not aloud move in with her coz of her conition her doctor said im not aloud and writen to her soliciters i cant live with her and my dad said im not living with him as he dont want me to rowen this relation ship with sue. I’v basicly got no where to go when they go there own way. all i got is a stupid shop door way. with nothing and with nobody not even family well what family have i got as my dad has turned them against me and now they dont want nothing to do with me. my life is just getting worse and worse. beaten up everynight my dad trying to kill me and then when i go to police about him he dennyes it all and the police say that im lieing and everything as my dad lies to save his skin so he can have his nice happy snoppy spitfull life. my parents dont like me because im not like them mean horribel and perverted. im a quiet self to my self kind of girl and they dnt like that so they decided that im not part of the family and they use me as a punch bag and when they in bad mood they take it ALL out on me. My only good best friend died this year of brain tumor 1 day b4 her 17th bday and my parents wouldnt even let me say my good byes and pay my respects to her as its the best right thing to do. they wanted me and my friends missrable. and they just try there best to get rid of me. i just dont want live thgis life any more. im fed up changeing my personality to try and fit in but it never works everytime i try and change for them all i get is a fist in my face and knifes throwen at me and TV throwen at me and been strangeld. I wish i could just go to sleep and dream my loverly dreams and never wake up to reality again wake up to my horriable beating life. i just wish i could die. im fed up with livieng please some 1 tell me quick easy ways to die please as i dnt want live any more my time has come to an end and it about time i die and go for good and visit becky up in the sky.

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