Today, I actually am having a thought onto whether I should be alive or not. Not going to kill myself, but just wondering why I’m here, if I’m going to experience the kind of pain that I’ve felt today. I just lost my best friend, my cousin. He was like a brother to me. I felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. Right now, I’m trying to cope with it, but it feels like he’s still here.
You will feel like that he is still here for a while thats totally natural and as he was so close to you, you are bound to feel really low and depressed thats what happens so what is it that you done with him to make him like a brother to you?
Gangsta8787 wrote:
You will feel like that he is still here for a while thats totally natural and as he was so close to you, you are bound to feel really low and depressed thats what happens so what is it that you done with him to make him like a brother to you?
We used to hang out together every weekend, just relaxing, doing whatever just to have a good time.
You know what i completely understand that because my best friend died when i was at school i felt empty and alone, if you dont mind me asking how did he pass away?
Gangsta8787 wrote:
You know what i completely understand that because my best friend died when i was at school i felt empty and alone, if you dont mind me asking how did he pass away?
Aww that sucks. Sometimes people blame themselves when stuff like that happens because they where not there for the person. Like when I got in my car accident my friend blamed herself because she left the day before it happened.
Gangsta8787 wrote:
You will feel like that he is still here for a while thats totally natural and as he was so close to you, you are bound to feel really low and depressed thats what happens so what is it that you done with him to make him like a brother to you?
y is ur name gangsta if u tryin to help ppl cope with shit it dont make sense bruh
See Darth your not alone it might do you good to talk about it only if you want to though i did and it made me feel better, a problem shared is a problem halfed
bacause i used to be in a gang and my nick name was gangsta and it just stuck lol im not in the gang anymore though its just easy to remember and gangsters the real kind not the ones in hoods, but the mafia they do help people and take people under their wing
Gangsta8787 wrote:
bacause i used to be in a gang and my nick name was gangsta and it just stuck lol im not in the gang anymore though its just easy to remember and gangsters the real kind not the ones in hoods, but the mafia they do help people and take people under their wing
lemme get this str8....ur nickname was gansta???? hahahahahaha thats retarded no one had a good name for u then homie lol
i supose not but i dont care about that anymore, i grew up its just the name that stuck. My nick name was G which was short for gangsta back then but that was years ago like i said its just a nickname.
Gangsta8787 wrote:
i supose not but i dont care about that anymore, i grew up its just the name that stuck. My nick name was G which was short for gangsta back then but that was years ago like i said its just a nickname.
it was a firm part of the London Mafia as i Said my family are and have history in the London Mafia but i chose not to go that way once i came out of prison so..
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