#221 17 Jun 2005 02:12 am |
UBER 1337 Poster Rep: 11  Joined: 14 Jun 2005 Posts: 4,157 OFFLINE | how about.....walk down a ghetto black neighborhood naked with a sign over you that reads....“im gay and a nigger hater”
is that ok? --- Look into my eyes and hate me. Part animal, part machine...remain calm, prepare to destroy.
Monochromat. | | | #222 17 Jun 2005 02:15 am |
bruce Guest | I wish you’d get out of my life and SHUTUP | | #223 17 Jun 2005 02:16 am |
bruce Guest | humm , it seem like the die hard movie , ahaueueaueaeaueu.......... no i dont think so nigga'' , is more easy i shot myself! | | #224 17 Jun 2005 02:19 am |
UBER 1337 Poster Rep: 11  Joined: 14 Jun 2005 Posts: 4,157 OFFLINE | cool, then hurry up, cos youre reeking of rancid turd the more you post looking for self-serving attention. --- Look into my eyes and hate me. Part animal, part machine...remain calm, prepare to destroy.
Monochromat. | | #225 17 Jun 2005 02:23 am |
bruce Guest | not at all, , I am acting in a rude way, because you were rude with me , from the beginning | | #226 17 Jun 2005 02:25 am |
bruce Guest | cant u see , your bastard mother fucker !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , i really can see , that in this world have a lot of bastards rudes like u , | | #227 17 Jun 2005 02:27 am |
bruce Guest | is easy to speak, but is difficult to be in my heart, feeling what I feel , | | #228 17 Jun 2005 02:29 am |
UBER 1337 Poster Rep: 11  Joined: 14 Jun 2005 Posts: 4,157 OFFLINE | who cares if i was rude....i take it you were serious about killing yourself.....it wouldnt matter how i behaved, nice or rude, your idea was that you wanted to kill yourself very much.
so lay off my back and go do it then. but you wont and you cant bcos youre only looking for attention.
you already know how to kill yourself, so stop entrapping other ppl into your own pathetic misery and do it how you already know would work.
geezus --- Look into my eyes and hate me. Part animal, part machine...remain calm, prepare to destroy.
Monochromat. | | #229 17 Jun 2005 02:31 am |
me Guest | I knew, that should not talk about that to anybody , bye | | #230 17 Jun 2005 02:34 am |
UBER 1337 Poster Rep: 11  Joined: 14 Jun 2005 Posts: 4,157 OFFLINE | see you same time tomorrow then bruce.....dont forget to bring your most serious suicidal thoughts again. --- Look into my eyes and hate me. Part animal, part machine...remain calm, prepare to destroy.
Monochromat. | | #231 17 Jun 2005 02:40 am |
bruce Guest | okay , thank u gg , actually you isnt so rude , maybe because u was thinking that i stopped here just for joke .. i dont have to discuss with nobody.. | | #232 17 Jun 2005 05:47 am |
emptyness Guest | i dun know why but i think i have sumfing wrong with me. i’m not depressed or anything coz i shouldn’t be...my family’s not in any kind of destruction, i have good fuends, i’m doing well at skool and basically i suppose i have a good lyf.
but ever since the begining of this year i started to...i dun know...intentions of killing ppl...including suicidal thoughts....it’s just that living in this world is so meaningless. nothing really matters to me now. i dun want to care anymore. i just want to...i dun know...escape from this hopeless world, i guess. all the things that i had hoped all seem so far away. even wen i’m wit ppl, i somehow feel so alone. every morning i feel so tired and not want to get out of my bed to face the fucking world.
sometimes i feel lyk this world and everyone in it so full of shit. there are times that i just want to kill everyone else (esp. the ppl i h8. just the thought of torturing them and having them beg me for mercy is so...sweet. there are times that i wish that i could be a cold blooded murderer. so i could kill them)...stab them, burn them to death. either way i dun care. sometimes i feel that...i dun noe how to describe it but...i feel that there is this pain in my chest and i feel so miserable...so i dunno...sad i guess. i dun noe its cause or how to cure it. all i noe is that i want it to go away. wen that gets realli out of control, i want to cut myself. it just feels better. its lyk an obsession to see myself bleed and endure the pain. i dun noe why i’m doing this to myself. it’s lyk an addiction now.
right now, i don’t know what to think. perhaps suicide realli is the best way out. | | |
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