Hi, I was wondering whether anyone knows of anyone sane/ insane/ kind enough? to help to kill me. I’m 22 and have been miserable for most of my life. I can’t cope anymore and I’ve lost all hope of getting to where I need to be, happiness wise. I’ve tried overdosing, strangulation, hanging, trying to get run over and throwing myself down stairs but I’m a coward and always end up failing because I find doing it myself to painful. I know it’s a crazy thing to ask but if anyone has any ideas I would be incredibly grateful if you could get back to me on remonabakshi@yahoo.co.uk
Thanks for reading this insane e-mail
hi sarah. i feel like you i guess. i’m nearly 50 and i just don’t want to be here. i simply ignore the ignorant comments i’ve read on here from people who obviously don’t know how it feels to be trapped. and not just in a little pinch but in the biggest bind of her life and no way out...not a pleasant experience. i’ve been dealing with this all my life and as soon as my mom is gone, i’m outta here. i realize it is a difficult thing for others to deal with...reason i’m waiting. i’m not completely insensitive... if i were i wouldn’t be feeling this! but who among you who go on about how fucked it is to contemplate such things would live your entire life for others...not many, i trust. so why don’t you just listen for a change. you may learn something.
#43
29 May 2005 02:59 pm
ConLsoer
Guest
Suicide is a walk within a lie. A life so torn that it would want to end itself, and bleed the pain away. Find a way. Do it. But know that alot of people will miss you -more than you think-. And you actions, as it states, may cause positive or negative reactions.
#44
01 Jun 2005 11:26 am
Rus
Guest
Seriously, Their are people who have health problems that would love nothing more than to be healthy. and you people are thinking about taking to most precious thing you could ever be given. If you sit back replan your life talk to someone and get back on track you may be ok. I had a knife to my wrist 2 nights ago because I thought I couldnt live without my girlfriend.( we got into a huge fight) not just an arguement a bad fight. I went to work and thought how valuable my life is and changed my mind. We’ve talked about our problems. If you need to talk to someone email me @ roscopq15@hotmail.com
One of my best friends had a panic attack in school the other day over some really petty thing it happened twice in the course of one day and I happed top find her both times.
she couldn’t stop crying and nearly fainted, she was talking about killing herself.
I’ve never seen her like this and we’ve been friends for about 3 years, she’s always so happy but she says that she tries everyday to be happy and normal but at the moment it’s just too hard to try anymore.
I really have no idea what to do as she wont speak to anyone, I couldn’t cope if she commited suicide can someone give me some advice please?
#46
01 Jun 2005 07:53 pm
patty
Guest
clare,
i’m so sorry you are having to deal with this. such a serious and scary thing.... as someone who has attempted suicide in my distant past (as a teen) and still contemplates it today, i know that when i’m feeling THAT down, there’s little that anyone can do to help beyond just “being there”. LISTEN to your friend. you said she won’t talk but it seems she has opened up some to you. try not to freak out or judge if some of the things she shares seem shocking. depression can be an all consuming and very isolating condition and as difficult as it is sometimes, a devoted friend can mean more than anything.
everybody’s so different. for me, i had a friend who had a way of helping me lighten up a bit... not take things so seriously. she never denied me an opportunity to talk seriously with her but she just had this gift for making me laugh at how damn tragic i would get sometimes. it was very powerful. but that can be tricky.
you’re a dear, sensitive heart and a good friend. i know you’ll do the right thing. p
#47
02 Jun 2005 03:51 pm
emilie
Guest
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS JOKING FOR DEATH AND SUICIDE ARE NOT FUNNY...................................
I THINK YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES THAT NEED HELP..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ANY OF US GO THROUGH WHEN SUICIDE PLAYS APART IN FAMILY LAST CHRISTMAS DAY 2003 ON CHRISTMAS MY BROTHER ROBERT SHOT HIM SELF IN THE TEMPLE ...................................................
SO I KNOW WHAT YOU PEOPLE LAUGH AT BUT SEE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND IN 2003 NOW I WASNT TO DIE I CUT MY SELF FOR A PAIN RELEIVER BECAUSE TYLANOL HASNT MADE A PILL FOR “WHEN YOUR BROTHER KILLS HIM SELF” ...................
ONE DAY YOU MAY HAVE TOO DEAL WITH SUICIDE IT WONT BE A JOKE
#48
03 Jun 2005 10:47 am
ArjunA
Guest
I’m getting sick and tired of all these goody-2-shoes who aren’t here to give information how to commit suicide but who are joking about it, and even worse they start with some lame discussion about how grant and valuable life is...FUCK OFF.
the only reason that i’m on this site is because i want to kill myself in a painless and accessible way. i would use a gun, but i can’t get any. i hope some people on this site can give me some info. and please...PLEASE. dont’t reply if your one of those people who are here to save someones life. I’ve ordered 30 xtc-pills but i’m still not certain that that will do the job (in a painless way)
#49
03 Jun 2005 04:53 pm
jesse
Guest
if you want to commit suicide for something like because you’re not tall enough or something. You’re doing it for the wrong reasons,even if your life is a living nightmare, try to get through it and be strong not stupid.
#50
03 Jun 2005 05:39 pm
ArjunA
Guest
jesse,
FUCK OFF!!!!! haven’t i been clear enough?
i want tips not this bullshit. everytime i enter a query in google i get these sites with guys like you....you clearly haven’t been there. so donate some money to an anti-suicide-fund or something, but get the hell out of this forum.
(unbelievable!!!!!!)
please reply with some usefull info...PLEASE!!!!
#51
03 Jun 2005 07:19 pm
Bee
Guest
Hey!
I’m seriously suicidal the last while. I can’t stop wondering.....is it for the best! I’m a Lone Parent 2 a beautiful baby daughter, she’s just 14mths. I work fulltime but I’m constantly getting into more and more debts, I can’t hang onto a guy (I’ve slept aroud ALOT therefore noONE respects me, I don’t even respect myself) My child is a “bastard” according to her father, he denies her completely. I live alone in a city whee none of my family or freinds live! I am EXTREMELY lonely! I am nothing but a BURDEN on everyones life and even those who genuinely care about me (who are few and far between)would be FAR better off in the long-term if I was gone. And they’d ALL LAP UP THE SYMPATHY i the aftermath of my death, selfish crowd of a$$holes! Yes, I too am selfish, that’s part of my problem, I hurt myself and I hurt others and I get hurt - always. I sleep with a guy, a week later he’s after a “proper” relationship with one of my best mates (who are all much better looking than me and who DONT sleep with the guy on the 1st night) This happens at least 4 times a year or more! I know how I SHOULD be but I just can’t be!
Anyways, basically, I reckon the best way to get rid of yourself is driving your car to a very quiet spot and piping the exhuast fumes into your car and leavin your car runing. Maybe take a few sleeping pills first, just enough to let you doze while the fumes take over! I’ve been thinking about doing this for a LONG long time but I just don’t know whether to take my precious daughter with me, or even if I’ve got the guts! I know that’s murder, bringin her with me, but she has NO life ahead of her with a fat depressed whore for a mother and no father!!! God bless the poor litle pet! She’s perfect! But who’d look after her, if I left her behind?!
#52
03 Jun 2005 11:45 pm
fuckfanboys
Guest
you guys are sick fucks if you really wanted to die and you werent a pussy you would have done it already even if it hurts like a bitch but, just stick a fork in the outlet thats the quickest way to do it.
You guys who are wanting to commit suicide should think about what else is happening and would happen. Think of the people in Africa who have lost their entire families and have deseases like AIDS (somebody else said that and I thought that was a good point). If you want to commit suicide, you should move to a new area and rebuild your life, make new friends and family. If you think you need help right now and don’t have the time or money for that, speak to your religious leaders. Find salvation in religion.
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#54
04 Jun 2005 01:00 pm
izzy
Guest
I think it’s sad that some people are unable to understand that life can get so painful that there seems little option but killing yourself. I’m furious with myself for being too much of a coward to be able to successfully kill myself despite many attempts and use this forum in the hope that someone may be able to offer some useful strategies on how to commit suicide in a more managable, painless way.
However my main reasing for posting this message is to respond to SAX. Are you vegetarian and trying to become vegan. Do you try and buy fair trade products as much as possible? Do you spend large amounts of time campaigning for human, animal and environmental causes, go on demos, write many letters, do voluntary work and donate money on a regular basis. Do you try hard not to hurt anyone else but often seem to get hurt. If the answer to these questions is yes, please ignore this message. Otherwise please only speak on issues that you know something about.
I don’t do a lot of those things (I just donate and volunteer since I’m not old enough to do those other things)I know what it’s like when you feel worthless, I’ve been there. My friends deserted me for many reasons, but I managed to survive that year and in the next, I came back with twice as many friends. One of my “classmates” is thinking about suicide. I don’t like him that much, but I feel as if it’s my responsibility to help him. So please, let me help, and I will do so to the best of my abilities.
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#56
04 Jun 2005 01:33 pm
izzy
Guest
SAX sorry for the rant then but when not thinking about how horrid my life is, I literally feel so guilty for not doing more to help end the horrible suffering in the world and this makes me feel even more worthless. It’s good that you are helping your classmate and sorry again for the rant.
#57
04 Jun 2005 06:49 pm
R1zzla
Guest
when is sum1 gonna invent “suicide in a can”.....been searching for time for a painless quick easy way.....i thought it was bad when i was at skewl and the stress of teenage life....but then i reached 18 and the wonderful world of debt.....unemployment...and homelessness struck me.....people constantly tell me 2 think of the good things in life........WHAT ARE THEY??!?!?!?!!? when i think of good things in life.....i think of drugs, sex and fast cars........the good things in life are no more than materialistic objects.....there’s no more drugs i wanna do......every shag comes wit it’s own grief (every guy knows wut i mean) and i either can’t afford fast cars or when i do i rack up speeding tickets and lose my license again and again.....life is full of big companies tryin 2 fuck u ova for ure hard-earned money cos they always find sum random technicality to charge you for, i’m sik of bein in jobs that are goin nowhere and are not even relevant to wut i wanna do in life....i worked my ass off for qualifications n diploma’s and every fukin employer sez i need experience...HOW THE FUK DO I GET EXPERIENCE IF I CAN’T GET A CUNTIN JOB IN THE FIRST FUKIN PLACE!!!?????!! sum1 plz tell me this “oh so wonderful” reason y u should carry on living.......so if i decide not 2 do it.....i magically hav a job.....all my debts are paid....sum1’s gonna buy me an apartment.....i don’t think so......so if any1 has a real easy way 2 commit suicide.....plz.....tell me....i’m too much of a pussy 2 go thru any pain.....i’ll even admit it......
#58
04 Jun 2005 09:31 pm
sarah
Guest
how can a doormat kill itself? it cant no one will let me! x x x
#59
04 Jun 2005 09:36 pm
Bitches
Guest
Bitch. u pussy ass bitch.
how can u bitch about how much struggle and depression and pain you go through and.. now all of the sudden cant take a little bit more.
you is all sorry, if you wanted to die, you’d be too dead to make a post.
just stick a knife in your face and call it hary-
cary. itll only sting a “little bit”.
P.S. All you “goodie2shoes” out there, don’t listen to that bitch who dissed you all. You shouldn’t take that shit for doing the humane thing.
#60
05 Jun 2005 02:26 am
fujinhana
Guest
HALO GUY it’s so fast i guess you can’t really feel it when it hits ...idk just a guess ..lol