want help to commit suicide

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Patty, thank you very much for the advice, for a while it worked and my friend was totally back to normal, however this was only in the holidays. My friend completely hates school (more than everyone else)and today was our first day back.

She had another panick attack, though it was a minor one, it was purely because she hadn’t done her homework and didn’t want to get told off. Tiny things like this set her off and she wont calm down for the rest of the day.

She has know ambition for the future what so ever and I fear she’ll do something stupid, I can generally make her laugh but I know that it’s only on the surface as she said that she always has to try to be happy and eventually it gets to painful to try.

I’m sorry that I’m writing so much but I genuinely don’t know what to do for the best, the school nurse knows after my friend had the panick attack but she thinks that my friend is just acting up. Her mum just thinks she’s dramatic and my friend would hate me if I told her. I already encourage her in all the things shes good at and I keep telling her that she could be whatever she wants. She wont see a doctor or talk to anyone she only lets it out when she has these panick attacks.

Can someone please give me advice on how to help her.

alreadydeadinside

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does ne body know some realy good gruesome slow painul ways to kill yourself and to amke a point ?

gurl

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clare...if you really care about your friend you know that you should tell someone and in the end it will all be worth it...you two keeping it a secret is only hurting her and digging you into a deeper whole..either you sit and watch her get hurt or you tell someone and help her get help....wether she doesnt want anyone to know or not you know what the best thing for her is...she should get help and right now you are her only chance...believe me...you are not letting her down by telling someone...wether she says so or not...the help would most likely surely help...wether in the end you two are best friends or worst enimies you will know that you did the right thing because now your friend is not suffering like she used too and you are not keeping it all inside you....well thats all the help i can gice and i hope my advice is useful to you...best of luck

i know what she means when she says that she trys to act happy all the time and it gets too painful to be happy all the tmie and hold it in i know cuz im like that.....

.....im slipping on the edge hanging on by a thread im in this time frame where nothing matters how could this happen to me..i made my mistakes ..i faded away i just wanna scream...how could this happen to me

dave2772

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ive got a mate that tried to kill himself lasy year and everyone was fedup at the time he took 24 sleeping tablets and lots of alchol, i found him in the bath and called the ambulance but since then hes had canncelling and turned his life around now hes doing what he dreamed of doing.

steel

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I’ve spent my entire life wanting out, trying to live through others as other people and for once i just want to stop thinking about how every1 else will be after i’m gone. I just want to be at peace, is that such a bad thing, why is that seen as being so selfish???

thinkingitover

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i can understand. sometimes life is too much to handle. sometimes you feel too much is expected. the only thing that has kept me alive over the past two years is my dogs. since i made a commitmment to them. but i’ve been feeling lately that they will be okay. they are my biggest success and they will be fine. i feel like i can’t do it anymore. i just don’t have the energy. i’m so thankful for my friends; they have been so wonderful. but they are not the ones handling my bank account or my job or my life. sometimes it seems like way too much. it would be nice to die. i have tried on a few occassions but it didn’t work. and i think that God doesn’t want me to go...because it should have worked. i feel so overwhelmed. so out of control. and i don’t know what it will take to make me feel in control...it is just too much. everyone thinks i’m so happy and in control. no one would ever think that i would consider this. but i am. and have. i just lost my job and am so tired..so tired. i have been sleeping for 15 hours a day for the past three weeks. it has actually made me feel better. i just got another job offer...actually a few which made me feel really good about myself. but i think about the energy to put into that and i don’t know really if i can do it. so my dogs are my life. they have really prevented me from doing anything. and now that i’ve been home for three weeks and see how they love me i contemplate. but i don’t know where i will find the power to do all. do you all know what i mean? it’s very difficult to know what to do. i want to check out, yet i want to find the strength to continue on, but i don’t know where to find that. it is not selfish. it is more about what i can deal with. it’s more what i have the energy for. and i don’t have much. i don’t feel like i’m contributing much to this world like i used to. in a perfect world i would just go to sleep and wake up and have everything be manageable and attainable. but that will never happen. so i digress....

thinkingitover

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i can understand. sometimes life is too much to handle. sometimes you feel too much is expected. the only thing that has kept me alive over the past two years is my dogs. since i made a commitmment to them. but i’ve been feeling lately that they will be okay. they are my biggest success and they will be fine. i feel like i can’t do it anymore. i just don’t have the energy. i’m so thankful for my friends; they have been so wonderful. but they are not the ones handling my bank account or my job or my life. sometimes it seems like way too much. it would be nice to die. i have tried on a few occassions but it didn’t work. and i think that God doesn’t want me to go...because it should have worked. i feel so overwhelmed. so out of control. and i don’t know what it will take to make me feel in control...it is just too much. everyone thinks i’m so happy and in control. no one would ever think that i would consider this. but i am. and have. i just lost my job and am so tired..so tired. i have been sleeping for 15 hours a day for the past three weeks. it has actually made me feel better. i just got another job offer...actually a few which made me feel really good about myself. but i think about the energy to put into that and i don’t know really if i can do it. so my dogs are my life. they have really prevented me from doing anything. and now that i’ve been home for three weeks and see how they love me i contemplate. but i don’t know where i will find the power to do all. do you all know what i mean? it’s very difficult to know what to do. i want to check out, yet i want to find the strength to continue on, but i don’t know where to find that. it is not selfish. it is more about what i can deal with. it’s more what i have the energy for. and i don’t have much. i don’t feel like i’m contributing much to this world like i used to. in a perfect world i would just go to sleep and wake up and have everything be manageable and attainable. but that will never happen. so i digress....

deznuts

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try to fix your life first but if you cant i did hear some thing about blow fish and there bladers ar extremly toxic and will kill you in miniutes from stopage of breathing or the heart cant rember but its in less than 2 minutes or in seconds

deznuts

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but plz dont tell me if your going to do this couse i dont whant nothing to do with your death so gest dont say anything about this to me plz

thinkingitover

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then why are you on here?

thinkingitover

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other than to advise me to go to a crappy sushi restaurant when blow fish is in season....

deznuts

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well you guys say you whant posin you cant gest go out and buy posin and you can buy a blow fish at a petshop

deznuts

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unless you whant to go get a bottle of drain o and i dont know what that will do but that will kill you but it will probly be painfull so you know plus it will taste like toliets witch one you whant to do?

thinkingitover

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i see.....i can’t kill a fish though.

deznuts

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or go read about poisones plants there is this one called some thing black and it is 40% nicotine you boil it in watter and when all the water evaporates you will be left with some slimy 100% pure nicotine that will kill you whant some more i could be here allday?

deznuts

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the mob puts garlic in there bullets and if they go into your blood stream it will kill ya you can do that get a vial of it and inject it in your arm

deznuts

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hey dude im not trying to get you to im gest saying its better than going and doing it with a shotgun and im gest saying all this couse it sounded like you got made at me

thinkingitover

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i read about nicotine. the mob puts what in what?

deznuts

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or try meditation that sorta helps its a bit wierd at first but it helps i would rather do it than go to an inslium or what ever and what meditation is you block out your mind so you can have fun doing any thing almost