| 22 May 2005 08:13 pm |
Amy Shaffer Guest | Hi everybody! (I’m upset bout my bf)
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| 22 May 2005 08:14 pm |
Amy Shaffer Guest | Hi people wats up???
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| 22 May 2005 09:57 pm |
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| 23 May 2005 03:34 pm |
UBER 1337 Poster Rep: 1 Joined: 27 Apr 2005 Posts: 2,116 OFFLINE | Hello, I’m sorry about the bf.
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| 23 May 2005 08:03 pm |
Kristen Guest | Here’s my life story . . .
It all started sometime 'bout 2 years ago, everything was going along just peachy when i met this guy named Austin who i really really really liked. We ended up going out 4 a while but u kno eventually we broke up b/c that just thing sort of happens. Anyways, during the time after we broke up I started becoming really good friends with this girl at my church, I’ll call her Sue just in case she ever reads this, and being friends with her really helped me get over the pain a lot quicker. I found out that Austin had been not wanting 2 go out with me a long time before he dumped me but he didn’t want 2 dump me b/c he thought i would do something stupid if he dumped me. so that was depressing but I could talk 2 Sue about it and she made me feel a lot better, not 2 mention strongly convinced me that guys r jerks. I also was becoming a lot better friends with this girl at school too, I’ll call her Ashley. Between Sue and Ashley I was convinced that my friends were all I needed and boys were so WHATEVER!!! Life was going great again. However at the start of this year Ashley made friends with a bunch of really popular ppl and has been really snobby 2 me since then. She’s gotten a lot better than she used 2 be but she still thinks they r so much cooler than me even tho she barely knows them and i was best friends with her. Sue and I were still really good friends though. I also was beginning to fall 4 a guy after not having a crush on anyone for the longest time becuz i was scared of getting hurt again. His name is *Josh (*changed to protect the fantastic) and i was really scared of liking him. not because he would hurt me. He is so sweet and would never hurt anyone but i was scared of setting myself up for major disappointment. I didn’t talk 2 anyone about this, not even Sue becuz no one needed 2 know. I liked him 4 several months but went on with my life as though i didn’t care. I started talking to a girl at school Chelsea and became pretty close friends with her too. So anyways, during all this, my grandma has had cancer 4 a while and her health has been getting worse slowly since she was diagnosed. Well a few weeks ago she decided to quit taking the chemo meds which were making her sooo much better becuz they made her feel terrible all of the time. We were really close. We still are. And, on top of all THIS, i had been having a really hard school year too!! So, anyways, back 2 josh. I had now liked him 4 almost 2 months and no one knew but we were having a New year’s Eve all night party at church and i hoped that during the course of the night i could find out the answers to some questions i had 'bout Josh~cuz deep down i kind of suspected he liked me a little bit too. THe party was great and i found out he had liked me just as long as i had liked him if not longer. He asked me out the next day and we had the best relationship. For 4 and a half months we were closer than i had ever seen any couple our age be before. Not physically, but emotionally we had such a strong bond. However during the time we were going out i noticed Sue making some new friends. It was not becuz i had replaced her with my bf. I still spent a lot of time with her and everything seemed just fine until she started ignoring me even though we were best friends!! Well 4 and a half months later i got dumped by my bf, the sweetest gut i had ever known. He was really sweet about breaking up with me and i knew we could still be friends. However, the pain of being dumped by him was like no pain i had never experienced before and i desperately needed someone 2 talk 2 but Sue was busy with her new life and her new friends. I just kept everything bottled up inside of me and now i feel like I am gonna explode. Chelsea has a romance unfolding in front of her eyes, so do my other friends, Sue and Ashley who were my best friends have apparently decided i am not cool enuf 4 the. My grandma is doing worse. Also i cannot see my ex 4 six weeks becuz he is in Florida with his mom becuz she just had a miscarriage. I feel terrible for him but i don’t know if he wants to talk 2 his ex about something like that. I have no close friends anymore. I am dumped. My grandma is doing worse every day. My family relationships are falling apart. Everyone else has a romance unfolding in front of their eyes except me. Maybe I’m ugly. A lot of guys that I don’t know say I’m hot but no one wants 2 go out with me, which is fine by me since i still adore my ex. Which is even sadder. I have no real friends. That is how i found my way to this thread and that is why i feel so lonely. 
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| 23 May 2005 08:11 pm |
DestinyGuy 678 Guest | that is os sad but i’m only in 7th grade and i don’t rly understand.
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| 23 May 2005 08:13 pm |
Kristen Guest | tHAT’S OK 
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| 23 May 2005 08:15 pm |
DestinyGuy 678 Guest | ok i realized that i am only crushing on some girls i find to be pretty but i dont like them
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| 23 May 2005 08:17 pm |
.... Guest | awww, kristen, poor thing!!!! I hope your grandma gets better and I’ll stop my evil ways now... I know you more than i had ever did! I hope things in your life gets better and that your romance with your lover strengthens! peace!
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| 23 May 2005 08:21 pm |
DestinyGuy 678 Guest | and is this forum the same as if ur 11, 12, 12 talk here?
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| 23 May 2005 08:22 pm |
Kristen Guest | . . . Guest? Are u the same person? You seem so different here!! I like this side of u a lot better
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| 23 May 2005 08:24 pm |
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| 24 May 2005 12:08 pm |
Scorpionscum Guest | Well Kristen I’m a sincitive guy but yur story was SOOOOOOOO long I only got 2 the part where Josh came in, LOLz not really
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| 24 May 2005 12:11 pm |
Scorpionscum Guest | Wait a minute Kristen, I think I met u b 4 @ “If yur 11,12,13 come and talk about anything"
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| 24 May 2005 03:24 pm |
UBER 1337 Poster Rep: 1Joined: 27 Apr 2005 Posts: 2,116 OFFLINE | Ha ha
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| 24 May 2005 05:18 pm |
Kristen Guest | Ya yup I’m the same person. Isn’t it kind of pathetic how messed up my life is even tho I’m only 13?
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| 24 May 2005 05:19 pm |
Scorpion-scum Guest | LOLz ya!
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| 24 May 2005 05:22 pm |
Kristen Guest | So anyways do u live in the US?
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| 24 May 2005 05:39 pm |
Scorpion-scum Guest | ME? yes
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| 24 May 2005 06:37 pm |
Kristen Guest | Hey that’s kewl u r like the 1st or 2nd person i have met on this forum that does
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