| 11 Jun 2005 04:47 am |
Regular Rep: 0 Joined: 21 Apr 2005 Posts: 153 OFFLINE | I desperately need to talk to someone. Also you haven’t posted in a while and I was just wondering if you were alright.
Did you read my post to you? If you didn’t here it is again:
You know when that one good thing you’ve been clinging onto all this time turns out to be all lies. What’s there to live for? I thought I was over it. I started feeling happy... the one thing I believed in, without that what is there to live for?
AAO SEDAH I know we havin’t been speaking lately, and I know we’ve had our differences but you really helped me the last time and right now I’m breaking down. When I’m thinking rationally I don’t wanna kill myself. But then there are times like now when I can’t handle all the hurt and the pain and I wish it would all just go away. But it won’t. I don’t ever wanna go through this again and I feel like the only way to stop it is to end it. I can’t go on like this anymore. Everytime I find something good, something pure it turns out to be all lies. I don’t wanna kill myself but, like last night I found myself with my boyfriends gun in my hand. I’m scared of what I might do, I don’t know who I wanna kill more, him or me? I’m scared I might just do it, to us both.
AAO SEDAH, I’m sorry, can we please put our differences behind us, I really need someone to talk to right now.
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